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May 21, 2004 15:03

Everyone always makes plan for the "the next big thing" in their life to be different then before. Middle School will be better then elemenatary ( Read more... )

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word. devilsxofxtruth May 21 2004, 22:11:55 UTC
i can relate. i think we all can actually. everyone's really pissing me off lately, but i hold my tongue because i think subconsciously i don't want everyone to leave me. this fear of abandonment doesnt help.

well, all we can do is try to enjoy it while it lasts and hope for a future that is as good as what we have now. there's no stopping it, i've found.

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Re: word. jadedphoenix May 23 2004, 00:00:05 UTC
yea i've definatly been getting the pissed off vibe from you. i was like damn i have to give kate space but that sucks cause your like my buddy for the whole day who makes the day go faster cause everything is soo tee-hee funny or naughty, or better yet lets make audrey pee her pants funny.

it's not the friends leaving me, i've already been to terms with the fact that i'm going to be forgotten. not like on purpose but ::shrug:: the universe has just been giving me the vibe like "everything-from-the-past-will-end.....NOW!!!" and i'm like jeez can't i get a transition period or something motherfucker

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Re: word. devilsxofxtruth May 23 2004, 00:05:37 UTC
summer is the transitional period, cram everything into june and july.

besides, you'll make new friends and forget about most people that dont go to the same college as you. people end up changing and then you dont want to be friends with them anymore.

people that i went to school with for 8 years, i never talk to anymore, just because we have nothing in common anymore. but i'm not sad because i have other friends now. the same is with college.

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nocturnal_bliss May 22 2004, 17:05:34 UTC
I totally agree with that - I'm basically a loner in college but when you have no one, no one will hurt you. Besides, most of the people in my college are back stabbers so it's not worth having a friendship with them. I hope you'll like your college whether you choose to remain alone or not. About the Starbucks cutie: goodluck with him and hope everything goes well between you two!
- The Sandy

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jadedphoenix May 23 2004, 00:03:33 UTC
That's true if you have no one, there isn't anyone there to hurt you. Very tempting just to hate everyone and glare cause there assholes. I don't know why you are a loner your such and awesome person! We gotta hang out this summer! who needs those NH fucks anyways, lol.

Oh and the Starbucks cutie is mucho yummy but i turn into stupid girl whenever i see him, there's no hope for me lol.

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nocturnal_bliss May 23 2004, 04:09:23 UTC
awww thanks but i'm not that much of a great person :P Next time you come to Manhattan, tell me cuz I'll most likely be around (figures, i haven't got a job yet) and if you want, you can e-mail me. oblivi0ns_death@hotmail.com

:)

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