Ganked from someone else's LJ

[jadedpixie]

I want you to post anything (anonymously) that you'd like to. It can be a story, a secret, a confession, something boring, just whatever's on your mind.

Remember, keep it anonymous.

Comments

[anonymous]

I have a secret I guess I'll share. Wait, I don't really have any secrets.

Confession...?

I once wanted to be a Christian. Isn't that scarey?

[anonymous]

I am a Christian... trust me... everyone hates us.. it is a scary thing in perspective.

[jadedpixie]

Everyone hates everyone. Got a religion? Someone hates you.. Don't have a religion? Someone hates you.. Hate makes the world go 'round.

why must this be anonymous? no matter, i shall still conform.

[anonymous]

what's on my mind? judge me if you must, but my heart is torn between two.
both are similar in personality but are completely different people.
one person has my heart and my love and can be wonderful, but they cannot seem to make up their mind about whether they want to be in a serious relationship or not.
the other person and i have been friends for a very long time, with both of us having a crush on eachother without the other knowing. since i'm not with the first person anymore (but alas, i still love them for i do not lose my love so easily) this second person and i have been "seeing eachother" persay. but at times i don't know whether they really care.

my predicament is superficial or trivial or what not. i do not even remember the point of me saying all of this in the first place.
do you know who this is? my guess is that you indeed may know.

Re: why must this be anonymous? no matter, i shall still conform.

[jadedpixie]

I think this is the scariest post anyone has ever put in my livejournal. Because I don't know for sure who put it. And that scares me.

Re: why must this be anonymous? no matter, i shall still conform.

[anonymous]

"I don't know for sure who put it."

your statement reveals you may have some idea of the identity of this poster, but do not have complete confidence in your suspicions.
i would still be interested in reading your guess(es).

and why does not certainly knowing who this is scare you? you did request the comments to be anonymous.

what to say?

[anonymous]

this is a good idea.

you look at me like maybe i'm an angel underneath, innocent and sweet. Maybe this is how you see me but possibly I'm not?

I don't always tell everyone everything even though it may seem like i do...usually i'm pretty open with aspects of my life but i have my dark deep secrets.

people expect way too much out of me and i'm getting sick of it. i cannot be 4 places at once, and i can't make everyone happy.

there are some secrets

Re: what to say?

[jadedpixie]

I think you are sadly mistaken. I don't view anyone as such.

Re: what to say?

[jadedpixie]

But you're a real jerk, whoever you are, for not being appreciative of my thinking highly of you.

[anonymous]

I'm scared of not being the first, nor the last, to love him. I live for those rare moments of clarity where the world stands still and neither the past nor the future is an issue. In a perfect world, things would never have to make sense, and every minute of your existance would shine like the sun.

[anonymous]

I'm worried about what she thinks. You don't know me but I was wandering around and thought it would be a good place to get some things out. She stopped talking to me because I told her I loved her...just because I felt the need to reinforce what we had when she thought I was fooling around. And I wasen't..Things are going up and down..I'm torn.....and crying. I don't know what to do. She said she needs time...but I just keep making things worse. Sorry..I didn't fully explain anything...not that it matters....I just don't feel as sick to my stomach when I kept it quiet.

[jadedpixie]

Unreciprocated love is a tragedy. *hugs* I offer you my deepest condolences, stranger. If you want to talk more about it, you can IM me: x0x0zombie, if not, that's cool too.