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[jadedstripes]

solitude used to be such an ugly word,
but now necessary replaces ugly
a strong feeling my independence is going to be lengthy.

obligation is no lines for love,
and false fronts are decieving
to a feeble mind.

hopefully stability will free you.

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[inaugurating]

it is already. i'm afraid though, that in the process of becoming stable, you are going to lose me. i can't say any amount of time, but to estrange myself from all feeling (romantically) and memory of us; things shared, times had, words spoken and emotions felt; i feel as if i will reach a point of no return. is this hurting me as much as it is you? if not, then i will leave you alone. but i feel as if i'm trying to grapple with this love i have for you. i'm holding on for dear life, and i can't seem to find your hand to pull me up to solid ground. i am myself, i don't need you. i'm sorry to say, i don't need you to be myself. i was under the impression that i did, but have realized through two days of meditating and self-searching that i am happy to be here, alone or otherwise. but know that when i see you, it's very bittersweet. i want you to say you are in love with me or not and mean it, because if what you are saying is true (the former), then you are not someone who i would want to be with anyways, or aren't anymore. becuase

[qubeular]

"and false fronts are decieving
to a feeble mind"

how often i wish we ( everyone) could come clean with our feelings and emotions to each other, without the fear of judgement.

its the judgement we fear, for that may well spell the end to a friendship.

[jadedstripes]

honesty could be viewed as an adhesive, probably a good definition as to why society is so distant.

i'd much rather loose a friendship over honesty, then tension caused by lie.