I start thinking and the lightbulb goes off....Hmm...

[jadeembers]

I went out with Brandon again tonight. I need to develop the balls to tell him that I'm not interested in a relationship with him because I don't have even the slightest idea of where I stand in that. With Erik, with my emotions, with anything. I just need the freedom to deal with myself at the moment

Comments

[misto]

Smoking does not help you deal with stress. Smoking causes you a LOT more problems in the future. It also makes you look like a weakling for smoking instead of dealing with your shit without it. It's also expensive as shit. Please don't give in to the desire.