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[jadeembers]

Nothing's made sense in my life for any reason at all since Erik and I broke up. But the strange thing is that us breaking up doesn't really have anything to do with anything. It was just the same timing is all. At least, that's what I'm going with for right now until I have a deeper insight

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People will always suck, that never changes. The point is how you deal with it.

[misto]

You know, it's funny, cause there is a lot I want to say but I am reluctant because I don't want to come off sounding like the big brother who knows best (even if it's true!) but the matter-of-fact way that I speak in general just sort of gives off that impression anyway. So there's my disclaimer, here's my advice, whether you asked for it or not, and I know you were really just venting more than asking for advice

Re: People will always suck, that never changes. The point is how you deal with it.

[jadeembers]

I got the day off, so I'll see ya there. I'm honestly excited about this. It's something I've never done before, and with how life is going right now, I need a break from the ordinary in ways you've only imagined.

Awwwww! You wrote about me!

[bonnibus]

Hmmmm...

I think of it more as watching you dig your grave deeper and rather than "shooting you down", I'm one of the few people who'll take the time and love you enough to grab you by the scruff (perhaps a little roughly, but really that's how you like it), pull you from your hole and attempt to speak some sense into you.

Alas, when I turn my back for a mere moment, I return to find you digging again.

Such is the nature of "Fucking Cancers".

Anyhoo, we already talked about this. You know I love you more than onions. And god knows I've done some incredibly stupid things. And you call me on mine too. That's part of why I love you so much; you call me on my b.s.! :D I will try to not play the broken record gig again. But I won't stop trying to make you see reason! ;)

And yes, I am an intensely angry bitch who is only balanced by her abnormally large capacity for love. Such is the nature of a Scorpio moon!

<3 you....dammit

Re: Awwwww! You wrote about me!

[jadeembers]

Sometimes I hate that you love me so much. It makes me feel like I can't always tell you things, like the Erik bit. Although you took it better than I imagined you would. It's the same feeling I get arounnd my mother. I just can't tell her anything because it's IMPOSSIBLE for her not to judge me. It's what she does, and I already know what your reactions are going to be (I may over/under exaggerate the intensity) because they're exactly what I would do in the reverse position... Everyone makes judgments. And I don't blame you for that, but I make stupid decisions and then run from the consequences. It's how I am and it's not something I can change overnight