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[jadeetoile]

Ok, I can't help it, I'm lonely. I'm not so much miserable, I've shut down a lot, so I'm unhappy instead. I feel like an ass for claiming loneliness when my family is here willing to involve themselves in whatever I ask. I just don't want that, and it makes me feel lower than shit to even say that. I've been there and through that for so much

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[brassgoddess]

My house is absolutely dripping with booze so if, no no, WHEN you come down this month you should drop by and we'll go find a private little spot where the roomies won't see you and we'll drink to our rotten hearts' content. Hawt. And I know you still have a fan club here at school so I'll make some calls to see if they wanna chill too. I'm so sorry you're lonely. Emotions are really tough to deal with alone and even harder to understand half of the time. Hang in there and know that I care and your family cares and loves you unconditionally so even if you seem to be distancing yourself from them at the moment they'll try to understand and give you some space. Maybe not, but they'll come back to you for more love just like little doggies who's masters kick them. Haha. Woof!

Don't worry too much. All emotions come and go in cycles. It'll get better, cross my heart.