Lyke omg! no way!
This is gonna be a long ass rant. if u hate rants or..long massive things of text without pictures, i suggest u dont read this.
PS: i hate ranting and complaining...i really REALLY do..but sometimes its necessary and sometimes u just need to let it flow out of you.
I still wonder what makes people more mature than others. I really don't know. I'm tired of fake people and fake friends and just...everyone. Theres only very few people i can trust and in the end, they prove to me theyre trust worthy and not fucking psychotic. People have stabbed me in the back more than once and i need to let those people out of my lives. Those people also need huge fucking mental help as well. A lonhg time ago someone i know hacked into an account of mine on another site and kept saying i was a slut. oh yes, im totally a slut for having a bf for 2 years. im a slut for only having 1 bf and im totally a slut for not cheating on anyone. WOOOWWW :D :D.
Sarcasm? yeah. a lot of it. but whatever. its funny, i know no one is going to read this so i feel like its safe to rant here...oh well.
Also, sometimes life just...smacks u in the face with something. ur going along perfectly fine and something weird/bad/annoying comes along and it really effects you. this seems to be a daily thing happening to me..honestly, i cant wait to get out of this place. i dont usually say that about where i live but im starting to understand what ppl mean by "everyone being fake" here. the people that say that people are fake are fake ones themselves. its a little rediculous. im not totally understanding how peoples brains work. some people are just sad and crave attention and are able to just snap their fingers and go change friends in an instant. no. you dont do that and im tired of people that do do that.
This isnt making sense to anyone i know, but it makes sense to me. I at least know what im talking about.
And no, girls that wear a fuck load of make-up, a shirt that makes ur boobs look nice, dye their hair, and try to look good all the time are not fucking fake. maybe some are, but those things dont make someone fake, someones personality makes them fake. some people need to get that through their head.