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Three Things That Scare Me:
1. Being Alone Forever (without friends and without intimacy)
2. Being diagnosed with a mental illness
3. Never falling in love with someone that loves me back again
Three People Who Make Me Laugh:
1. Andy Farmer
2. Johnny Ennion
3. Leah Gossage
Three Things I Love:
1. My Cats
2. My Friends
3. My Dad
Three Things I Hate(dislike...):
1. Being Used
2. Being Hurt
3. Breaking Up with someone
Three Things I Don't Understand:
1. Human beings harming one another
2. Quantum Physics
3. Love
Three Things I Want To Be:
1. A Rabbi
2. A Math Teacher
3. A Website Designer
Three Things On My Desk:
1. CD-R's
2. Microphone
3. Monitors
Three Things I'm Doing Right Now:
1. Avoiding Work
2. Typing
3. Killing Time
Three Things I Want To Do Before I Die:
1. Go to Europe
2. Live Outside of the Midwest
3. Learn to play a musical instrument
Three Things I Can Do:
1. Learn to play a musical instrument
2. Go to Europe (if i save money up)
3. Visit friends outside of St. Louis more
Three Ways To Describe My Personality:
1. Nerdy
2. Weird
3. Monkeys
Three Things I Can't Do:
1. Run at high speeds (asthma)
2. Smell some flowers
3. Eat most fish
Three Things I Think You Should Listen To:
People should follow what they want...i really don't want to tell people to do, but if you don't know about it go to www.newgrounds.com...
Three Things I Don't Think You Should Ever Listen To:
same thing...just be yourself and do what you want...
Three Favourite Foods:
1. Hummus
2. Salad
3. Medium/Rare Steak
Three Things I'd Like To Learn:
1. To Play a Musical Instrument
2. Speak Better Hebrew
3. A ton of other things...
Learning keeps me alive:)
Three Beverages I Drink Regularly:
1. Lipton Peach Ice Tea
2. Arizona Green Tea
3. Wild Cherry Pepsi
Three Shows I Watched As A Kid:
1. Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
2. Jem
3. Ahhhh...Real Monsters!
Have You..
1. Kissed your cousin: No way...Sounds a little too white trash for me...
2. Ran away: Almost did many times as a kid, but it just wasn't worth the risks...
3. Ever pictured your crush naked?: Yeah
4. Skipped school: Yep a couple times...
5. Broken someone's heart: I'm usually the one at the end of the stick...
6. Been in love: A couple times...
7. Cried when someone died: yeah, but in private...
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: oh man that sounds right most of the time
9. Broken a bone: nope
10. Done something embarrassing: i feel like i am constantly making an ass of myself, but i laugh about it so it's all good;)
11. Lied: a long time ago and like i've said before it always ended up with me telling the truth
12. Cried in school: not that anyone would admit to
WHICH IS BETTER
13. Coke or Pepsi: either
14. Sprite or 7UP: either
15. Girls or Guys: guys to date and either can be good friends
16. Flowers or Candy: candy, because i'm allergic to most flowers
17. Scruff or Clean shaved: scruff
18. Blondes or Brunettes: it all depends
19. Bitchy or Slutty: neither..eww..
21. Pants or Shorts: pants
22. Night or Day: i like both...
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same!)
23. What do you notice first: face
24. Last person you slow danced with: i can't even remember
25. Worst Question To Ask: what is your political affiliation? you know that when someone asks that kind of question they are judging you based on who you voted for and if it's not the same as the person who asked the question, then chances are a fight will ensue. i am sick of getting into these dumb debates with people. you believe what you want and i will believe what i want and maybe we can be friends despite our differences. i am also very sick of people saying they are liberal, then jumping down the throats of others who are supposedly conservative. isn't the very definition of liberal to be open minded with others opinions and let them be? food for thought...
THE LAST TIME YOU...
26. Showered: this morning
27. Stepped outside: getting redundant are we not?
28. Had Sex: two months? three months? i really don't know, because i don't think i care all that much about it...
WHAT IS
29. Best Romantic memory: the shower incident (ask me if you want to know what this means)
30. Your Good Luck Charm: don't really have one anymore
31. Person You Hate Most: i don't really hate anyone
32. Best Thing That Has Happened: i met someone new in a different way than usual
33. On your desk: computery stuff
34. Picture on your desktop: gambit from x-men
YOUR FAVORITE
35. Color: purple
36. Movie: dogma
37. Artist: green day
38. Car(s): the one that moves
39. Ice Cream: soft serve
40. Season: spring
41. Breakfast Food: blueberry pop tarts
WHO
42. Makes you laugh the most: farmer or johnny
44. Can make you feel better no matter what: probably farmer
45. Has A Crush On You: please let me know, because i am completely oblivious most likely
46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: i always do
47. Who Has it easier? Girls or Guys?: neither
48. Gives you A Funny Feeling When You See Them: right now i'm not so sure
DO YOU EVER
49. Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: yeah, but i stopped doing that and decided that i need to focus on other things
51. Save E-mails: sometimes
52. Forward secret E-mails: not really
53. Wish you were someone else?: nah i'm old enough to have the security of enjoying who i am
54. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: not really
55. Wear cologne: can't makes me sick and i'm a girl, so wouldn't it be perfume?
56. Kiss: yeah
57. Cuddle: would be something that could make my day really nice
58. Go online for longer than eight hours at a time: haha
HAVE YOU EVER
59. Fallen for your best friend?: always the case, that's why i switched to girls as my best friends
60. Made out with JUST a friend?: not really
61. Kissed two people in the same day?: family
62. Had sex with two different people in the same day?: i'm not that exotic
63. Been rejected?: most definetely
64. Been in love?: unfortunately
65. Been in lust?: probably
66. Used someone?: i try not to
67. Been used?: always
68. Cheated on someone?: not worth the trouble...still don't understand why people do this...
69. Been cheated on..?: in my first relationship i think
70. Been kissed?: yep
71. Done something you regret?: nah, no regrets...i can't change the past just use it as a guide for my next endeavor...
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
73. You talked to?: julie
74. You hugged?: josh
75. You instant messaged?: don't remember
76. You kissed?: josh
77. You yelled at?: probably my mom
78. You thought about?: josh
79. Who text messaged you?: no one ever texts me, except ender if he has no net for the weekend...he never really calls my phone though...he's a weirdo...
80. Who broke your heart?: johnny
81. Who told you they loved you?: johnny and joe
DO YOU...
82. Color your hair?: a while back: it's been blonde, red, purple, maroon, grey, pink, blue, and who knows what else
83. Have tattoos?: not yet
84. Have piercings?: a few normal ones
85. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: i wish and yet i don't
86. Own a webcam?: yes
87. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: nein?
88.. Habla espanol?: no
89.Quack?: moo moo moo moo moo moo moo moo
HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...
92. Stolen anything?: redundant
93. Smoke?: nope
94. Schizophrenic?: nope
95. Obsessive?: depends on what
96. Compulsive?: nope
97. Obsessive compulsive?: nope
98. Panic?: nah
99. Anxiety?: sometimes for normal things
100. Depressed?: on occassion
[.It's all about me.]
~Hi, my name is...
01. Name: Becky
02. Age:23
03. Birthday: March 2
04. Chinese Zodiac: Dog
05. Astrological Zodiac: Pisces
06. Home Town: St. Louis, MO
07. Eye Color: brown
08. Hair Color: brown
09. Height: 5'6
10. Weight: 122 lbs
11. How many toes and fingers do you have: 20...
[.In today's world.]
~Today feels so...
11. Current Location: old bedroom
12. Current Mood: exhausted
13. Current Annoyance: want to sleep
14. Current Hatred: wanting to sleep and should be doing work
15. Current Love: i don't have a love, but i have a like...
16. Current Weather: cold and icky
17. Current Time: 9:06 am
18. Current Date: 10/27/05
19. Current Clothing: redundant
20. Current Need: sleep
[.That was so yesterday.]
~de ja vu?
21. Last person you saw: my mom in bed
22. Last person you were pissed at: probably leah
23. Last thing you touched: keyboard
24. Last thing you ate: don't remember
25. Last person you talked to on the phone: julie or leah
26. Last person you instant messaged: no idea
27. Last thing you purchased: no idea
28. Last book you read: part of the lion the witch and the wardrobe
29. Last game you played: literati
30. Last person you missed: i guess josh, but i'm not willing to admit to that yet:-P
[.The future is too close.]
~It's so bright...
31. Where will you be living?: St. Louis, then who knows
32. With who?(if anyone): my cats
33. What will be your profession?: consultant
34. Married?: it could be nice
35. Your future car: something that moves
36. Your dream house: a home filled with warmth and joy and everything that i did not have as a kid
37. Kids?: some day, but not right now
.38. Pets?: cats and maybe a dog?
[.Playing favorites.]
~I simply love those...
39. Favorite Color: oh man the redundancy
40. Favorite Animal: cats
41. Favorite Artist/Band: redundant
42. Favorite kind of music: most stuff, but not really so much into country or rap
43. Favorite month: march
44. Favorite weather: spring when it's kind of warm and a little bit breazy
45. Favorite sport: redundant
46. Favorite food: redundant
47. Favorite stores: hot topic, kohl's, jc penny, pass pets, petsmart, target...
48. Favorite article of clothing: t-shirt and jeans
49. Favorite song: I'll be that girl by BNL
50. Favorite place to be: in the arms of a loved one
[.What love life?.]
~Love is a battlefield...
A)- huh
51. Single, taken, married?: single
Are you in love?: i was
53. If so, with who?:
54. Do they love you back?:
55. How long have you been with them?:
B)- [describe your ideal lover]
56. Eye color?: don't care, although i wouldn't mind baby blue
57. Hair color?: don't care
58. Personality?: easy going
59. Appearence?: not so mishapen
60. Other: [fill in whatever other stuff here.] i guess really dorky is the extra ingredient?
[.The bad things.]
~The bad side of me...
61. My last argument was about...: probably yelled at leah for something kevin related
62. I'm guilty of...: wanting to sleep on the job
63. I use profanity when...: all the time and i hate it
64. I'm still mad at...: probably my mom, which is something that will not go away because of the history between us
65. My worst trait is...: my emotions are hidden sometimes
66. I lied to...: don't remember
67. I still haven't...: done a lot of things i would like to
68. I hate...: ...
69. I want to harm...: ...
70. I failed at...: chemistry?
[.The good things.]
~Feel good about yourself...
71. My best trait is...: i can roll with the punches...if i dislike doing something and i like someone i will do it anyway as long as it's not ethically wrong...for example, i won't kill someone, but i would climb great heights if i like someone enough and i hate heights...
72. People like me because...: i am willing to go to great lengths for them...
73. I like to...: relax
74. I'm happiest when...: i am doing something i enjoy
75. I want to...: sleep
76. I succeed at...: most things i try, because i keep going until i get them right
77. The last time I helped someone was...: leah's birthday party...i got her a bunch of junk so she can have an awesome party, because she rocks...
78. I wish for...: happiness
79. I laugh when...: i am around funny people
80. Today, I will...: try to get some work done, however i feel sick so i'm not so sure...
[.Word Association.]
~What word comes to mind when I say...
81. Banana: the fruit
82. Angelic: an angel in a bright light?
83. Happy: something i long for
84. Emo: someone who needs to tone it down a bit?
85. Blanket: something i am under
86. Blue: eyes
87. Deity: god
89. War: evil
90. Melon: delicious
91. Hate: not so good
92. Run: into something?
93. December: snow
94. Best Friend: leah
95. Worst Enemy: no one
96. Toothpaste: clean teeth
97. Television: not on
98. Competition: dumb
99. Love: a longing
100. Serendipity: the movie?
[.Aftermath.]
~That was lame...
101. What time is it?: 9:23 am
102. Was this survey lame?: yes, but all surveys are lame...
103. Where did you find this survey?: an lj survey community
104. Will you force other people to take this?: not a chance
105. How do you feel after filling out 105 survey questions?: exhausted...