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[jady25]

It is so scary to watch a marriage get so close to disaster. The word divorce has been mentioned too many times this past week. It was mostly just us daring the other to actually go through with it. I know I wouldn't want that but I'm not so sure anymore that he doesn't. I just can't see giving up before really trying. If divorce papers showed up

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[ericfishor]

I can't pretend to know whats going on, but if you are so scared about it, and you are egging each other on with the divorce comments, perhaps nows the time to grab Stephen's attention and go "look, we got a problem

[jady25]

doing all of that would be so easy...if he weren't literally half way around the world. we are doing a bit better today but we have a lot to work on when he gets back, whenever the hell that might be. we already decided a while ago that we would go to a marriage counsler. we hit a rough spot before now. distance just makes things so much harder, and so does war. oh and having a child that i have to take care of mostly on my own. but we are definately going to work on things. if i saw our relationship hurting my son i would end it in a heartbeat, but i hope we can work it out before it gets to that point. thanks for the advice though.