Chapter 5: Mirroring my feelings.
It took less than ten minutes to get to Yunho's house.
Of course, that was by car.
Jaejoong had opted to not walk, seeing as how cold it was outside.
He would rather not catch pneumonia.
He knocked on Yunho's door, anxiously awaiting his lover's presence.
Yunho opened it, looking completely handsome.
"Jae!" Yunho flashed his boyfriend a million dollar smile.
"H-hi, Yunnie. Can I come in?"
"I'd rather come in you." Was his sly remark. Jaejoong smacked him and walked inside the house.
Yunho wrapped his arm around the smaller male, "I missed you."
"I've only been away from you for an hour."
"So," Yunho whispered, "I still miss you every second you're away."
Jaejoong smiled, "I miss you, too."
Yunho kissed him softly.
Jaejoong groaned as Yunho slide his tongue inside, exploring the hot cavern.
(Is this what I want?)
Jaejoong responded to the intruding tongue by nibbling softly.
Yunho broke the kiss, lifting his boyfriend up and carrying him to his room.
He gently laid Jaejoong on the bed before removing all their clothes.
Yunhos eyes took in all the beauty before him; hot, naked and ready.
Yunho crawled on top of Jaejoong, smirking, "Look above you."
Jaejoong furrowed his brows and looked up at the ceiling, "Oh my god."
He saw his own reflection.
Yunho had installed a mirror over his bed.
Jaejoong grew harder.
"I want you to see me fuck you. How beautiful your face is when you scream my name." Yunho's husky voice ghosted over his face.
"Oh god."
"You ready, baby?" Yunho asked, more demanding than questioning.
Jaejoong nodded.
Yunho quickly grabbed his lube and applied it over his cock, generously stroking it so the entire length was coated.
He positioned himself at Jaejoong's entrance, mentally preparing himself for the overwhelming pleasure.
He pushed himself in, earning a groan from his lover.
"So big." Jaejoong gasped.
Once Yunho was sure Jaejoong was ready, he began to thrust back and forth inside; the pleasure coursing through their veins.
Jaejoong shut his eyes from the overwhelming ecstasy, Yunho slapped him lightly.
Jaejoong let out a yelp when Yunho's hand hit his face.
It didn't hurt, it turned him on even more.
"OPEN YOUR EYES, JOONGIE" Yunho hissed as he slowed his thrusts down.
Jaejoong reluctantly opened them, "F-feels so good, baby."
Yunho smirked, "I want you to see how fucking hot you look when your hole swallows my cock."
Jaejoong looked up at the ceiling; his body sprawled across Yunho's bed, legs wrapped tightly around the others waist and he watched; he watched as Yunho thrust in and out of him.
He felt himself get turned on even more.
"You like it, Joongie? Hm? You like watching yourself get fucked, you dirty slut." Yunho whispered.
Jaejoong nodded, groaning softly.
"Too bad you won't be able to see the finale." Yunho pulled out of him, causing Jaejoong to whimper at the lose of contact.
"Wh-" Before he could finish, Yunho had switched positions, placing Jaejoong on top of his cock.
"Ride me, Jae. I want to watch you as you fuck yourself with my cock." Jaejoong moaned softly and began to bounce on top of his lover; Yunho's length brushing his prostate each time.
"Oh god, Jae." Yunho groaned as he watched the erotic display in front of him.
Jaejoong threw his head back from the delightful experience.
He looked straight up at the ceiling once again, watching himself as he rode his lover; Yunho's chiseled abs were scrunching up every time he pushed back down on his length.
He felt too overwhelmed; overwhelmed by the pleasure of it all.
After a few more times, Jaejoong came hard.
His walls tightening around Yunho's length.
Yunho growled, "You came, you bitch? Did I say you could cum?"
He smacked his lover again, causing Jaejoong's erection to come back to life.
"N-no."
Yunho narrowed his eyes, a sly grin on his face, "No, I didn't. Bend over. You need to be punished."
Jaejoong swalloed the lump in his throat and complied.
He bent over on all fours, burying his face in the blanket.
Yunho came up behind him, his cock brushing against the smaller males ass.
He smacked Jaejoong's ass hard, causing the other male to moan.
"Shut up! You are not allowed to enjoy this. No moaning, no pleasure and no cumming!" Yunho spat as he smacked the red area again, a little harder this time.
Jaejoong bit into the pillow, trying to hold back his pleasure.
Once he had finished smacking his boyfriend, Yunho pushed himself back inside the abused hole.
Jaejoong bit deeper into the feathery pillow, swallowing his own moan.
Yunho was anything far from gentle; his thrusts were hard and angry, just the way Jaejoong liked it.
Jaejoong felt his stomach flutter, indicating he was near again.
Sometimes he hated being able to cum so easily.
He tried to take his mind off of cumming; off of pleasure, but it didn't work.
"Y-Yunnie.. I'm gonna-"
Yunho dug his nails into Jaejoongs flesh, bruising it slightly.
"You can't come, slut. Not yet." His voice threatening.
Yunho looked up at his mirror, drowning himself in the erotic display of him pounding into his lovers heat.
He was so glad he had the mirror installed.
He felt his climax coming, but he would not let his lover know.
He grabbed Jaejoong's blonde hair, pulling his head up.
"Look at yourself, slut. Look how fucking beautiful you are as I cum in you." Yunho said before he released himself inside his lover.
Jaejoong watched as Yunho's face contorted to mixed pleasure and exhaustion, he was glad he was the cause of both.
They both fell over onto the bed, snuggling close.
Yunho kissed Jaejoong's neck softly, "I'm sorry."
Jaejoong chuckled, "Why? I enjoyed it. I'm surprised you actually got it installed. I remember you told me you would never do it."
Yunho smirked, "I did it for you. I wanted you to see what I see when I make love to you."
Jaejoong kissed him.
(I'm sorry. So sorry.)
*******
Yunho had went to take a shower, leaving Jaejoong alone.
Jaejoong debated on how he would break the news to Yunho.
He had made his decision and he was eager to get it out of his system.
The sound of the door unlocking caught his attention, He turned to face the bathroom door.
Yunho came walking out wearing only a towel that rode loosely around his waist.
Immediately Jaejoong felt himself getting turned on.
(Why must he always do this to me?)
"Miss me?" Yunho smiled.
Jaejoong licked his lips, "I-I did. Sit, please. We need to talk."
Yunho sat down beside the blonde, hoping that this was not the 'talk' every couple had.
"You know I love you, right? I just- I just can't keep doing this to Siwon. It's unfair to him and to us." Yunho felt his heart drop.
Was Jaejoong breaking it off?
No. Hell no. He was not going to lose Jaejoong.
"What are you trying to say?" He carefully trod the conversion.
Jaejoong let out a sigh.
This was it.
"I'm saying, we need to break it off. I love you, but Siwon was my first love and he was my first everything. I-I have a responsibility to him and to your family."
Yunho bit back the bitter taste building in his mouth; his heart breaking.
"You say he's your first everything, huh? You love him so much that you cheated on him with me? You know, maybe it's a good thing you're choosing him. You don't deserve my love." Yunho bitterly sneered.
Jaejoong felt his world stop as Yunho spoke to him, his tone no longer holding the love it once held.
He deserved it, Yunho was right.
He didn't deserve anyone's love. He was a whore.
"I-You're right. I don't deserve it. I'm sorry."
Yunho rolled his eyes and scoffed, "Get out. I don't want to see you."
Jaejoong nodded and quickly dressed.
He took one last longing glance at Yunho before shutting the door to Yunho's house and to his heart.