Casual Sex
Chapter: 6/?
Siwon looked at the clock again, it had been two hours since Jaejoong had left to go to the store.
Siwon sighed, he knew Jaejoong was seeing someone else; all the signs were there.
They barely had sex anymore, he never responded to his kisses, hell, Siwon couldn't even hold a conversation with him.
Siwon just didn't know who it was or why he had cheated, but he wanted to.
He heard the sound of Jaejoong's car pulling into the driveway, he prepared himself for the talk.
He need to confront Jaejoong.
The clicking of the lock indicated that his lover was home.
Jaejoong opened the door and walked inside the house, his heart beating rapidly.
He spotted Siwon standing by the kitchen counter, drinking a glass of wine.
"You didn't buy any groceries?" Siwon asked, putting the glass back down on the table.
Jaejoong shook his head weakly.
(Here goes nothing.)
"Siwon, sit down. I think we need to talk."
Siwon grabbed a chair and sat down, Jaejoong did the same.
Jaejoong took a deep breath, "I-I'm so sorry, Siwon. I love you, I do. But I have been unfaithful."
It hurt; hurt deeper than Siwon had expected it to.
He had prepared himself for this day, and thought he was strong enough to take the blow, but here he was; his breath completely knocked from his lungs.
"H-how long?" Siwon swallowed the painful lump in this throat, tears forming.
"Seven months... I-I didn't mean for it to happen, it just did. But I broke it off."
Siwon nodded, eyes not daring to look at his lover, "With who?"
Jaejoong tensed up.
He couldn't say it was Yunho, it would ruin the family, it would ruin their bond.
"Some guy I met at a bar. No one important." He lied through his teeth.
Siwon didn't entirely believe him, but let it slide.
"Do you still want to marry me?" Siwon asked.
Jaejoong looked up at him, eyes wide, "You still want to be with me?"
Siwon nodded and looked over at his lover, "I love you, Jae. I don't care if you cheated, we'll make it work. I need you."
Jaejoong felt his heart snap into two.
(Yunhoyah, I'm sorry.)
******
Yunho felt dead; his heart, mind and soul had left when Jaejoong walked out the door.
He stared at his ceiling, the mirror a constant reminder of what had happened earlier.
Sheng huo Jiu bu yong Xiang tai duo~
He groaned and reached over to pick up his cell.
"Hello?"
"Hey, Yunho... Are you busy?" Siwon's voice sounded different, more sadder than usual.
"Uh, no. What's up?"
"I-I found out Jae's been having an affair on me."
(Oh god.)
"O-oh, really?! How could he!" Yunho tried to sound angry, but he was more worried than anything.
"I don't know. He said it didn't mean anything and it's over now."
Yunho felt like he had just been stabbed in the back again.
"D-didn't mean anything? Then why did he do it?" His voice growing angrier.
"He won't say. But the wedding is still on."
That caught Yunho by surprise.
"Are you serious?! You're going to marry him after he cheated?! Why would you do-"
"Shut it. I know you have never liked him much, but can you please accept my wish."
(If only you knew how wrong you were, Siwon.)
*******
"So, we'll move the wedding up to March 17th. Hyori and Jae need to go dress shopping. Siwon, you and Yunho will go and rent some tuxedos. I expect this wedding to go perfectly, if anyone messes up, there will be punishment."
Yunho and Siwon's mom threatened, her eyes narrowing.
Siwon smiled, hand clasped with his lovers.
"Mom, I assure you, there is no way we could ruin shopping."
"Silence! I am the commander and if you dare talk back to me, so help me, I'll make you do 20."
Siwon's face was horror struck, sometimes he hated that his mom was a army general.
Jaejoong chuckled, causing the woman to soften up.
She had a weak spot for the blonde.
"Mother, I think we can handle it. I will inform Hyori and Yunho tonight." Jaejoong assured.
The lady smiled.
"Good. Because I don't trust Siwon to do anything."
She turned on her heels and walked off into the other room, leaving the pair together,
Siwon rolled his eyes.
Jaejoong kissed him on the cheek, "Don't be angry. Your mom just wants the wedding of her first born son to be perfect."
Siwon nodded, "I know. But she treats me like such a kid."
"Get over it."
Siwon smirked, "Only if you give me a blowjob."
Jaejoong lowered his eyes seductively, "Maybe if you're a good boy."
Siwon smiled, it was good to be in love.
*****
Jaejoong looked at his phone, deleting old messages and calls.
If he was to start a new, he had to get rid of the past.
But why did it hurt so much to see Yunho's loving messages?
He read over some of his favorite ones before he had to permanetly delete the files that held his connection to Yunho.
He smiled as he read them.
Memories of their time together flooding back into his heart.
'Hey, Jae!
I was at work and just thought of how cute you looked last night wearing nothing but my shirt.
I love you so much. Is it wrong?
Call me- Yunho'
'Hey, baby,
work is slow. I'm bored and wanting you so bad. Can I see you tonight?'
Jaejoong nodded to himself as he read that message.
It was the first night he had spent the night.
He had lied saying he was with Hyori, but truth was he was underneath Yunho the entire night.
He scrolled down his phone and one message in particular caught his attention.
'There's an infinite number of people who want to love me, but I only want to love you. once I saw you I lost all my senses. Give me a chance to show you, to make you fall for me. My lottery top prize is you, and love is the reward.
Haha, I got bored and listened to Alan. This song reminds me of us. I really love you, Jae. Please, don't ever leave me.'
Jaejoong felt his heart sink.
How could he have been so cruel to lure Yunho into a relationship with him and leave him?
Jaejoong groaned.
He didn't deserve anyone.
Sighing, he deleted all the messages, except one.
******
a/n: so, I updated twice! ^^; don't hate me for the story line! D<
Siwon looked at the clock again, it had been two hours since Jaejoong had left to go to the store.
Siwon sighed, he knew Jaejoong was seeing someone else; all the signs were there.
They barely had sex anymore, he never responded to his kisses, hell, Siwon couldn't even hold a conversation with him.
Siwon just didn't know who it was or why he had cheated, but he wanted to.
He heard the sound of Jaejoong's car pulling into the driveway, he prepared himself for the talk.
He need to confront Jaejoong.
The clicking of the lock indicated that his lover was home.
Jaejoong opened the door and walked inside the house, his heart beating rapidly.
He spotted Siwon standing by the kitchen counter, drinking a glass of wine.
"You didn't buy any groceries?" Siwon asked, putting the glass back down on the table.
Jaejoong shook his head weakly.
(Here goes nothing.)
"Siwon, sit down. I think we need to talk."
Siwon grabbed a chair and sat down, Jaejoong did the same.
Jaejoong took a deep breath, "I-I'm so sorry, Siwon. I love you, I do. But I have been unfaithful."
It hurt; hurt deeper than Siwon had expected it to.
He had prepared himself for this day, and thought he was strong enough to take the blow, but here he was; his breath completely knocked from his lungs.
"H-how long?" Siwon swallowed the painful lump in this throat, tears forming.
"Seven months... I-I didn't mean for it to happen, it just did. But I broke it off."
Siwon nodded, eyes not daring to look at his lover, "With who?"
Jaejoong tensed up.
He couldn't say it was Yunho, it would ruin the family, it would ruin their bond.
"Some guy I met at a bar. No one important." He lied through his teeth.
Siwon didn't entirely believe him, but let it slide.
"Do you still want to marry me?" Siwon asked.
Jaejoong looked up at him, eyes wide, "You still want to be with me?"
Siwon nodded and looked over at his lover, "I love you, Jae. I don't care if you cheated, we'll make it work. I need you."
Jaejoong felt his heart snap into two.
(Yunhoyah, I'm sorry.)
******
Yunho felt dead; his heart, mind and soul had left when Jaejoong walked out the door.
He stared at his ceiling, the mirror a constant reminder of what had happened earlier.
Sheng huo Jiu bu yong Xiang tai duo~
He groaned and reached over to pick up his cell.
"Hello?"
"Hey, Yunho... Are you busy?" Siwon's voice sounded different, more sadder than usual.
"Uh, no. What's up?"
"I-I found out Jae's been having an affair on me."
(Oh god.)
"O-oh, really?! How could he!" Yunho tried to sound angry, but he was more worried than anything.
"I don't know. He said it didn't mean anything and it's over now."
Yunho felt like he had just been stabbed in the back again.
"D-didn't mean anything? Then why did he do it?" His voice growing angrier.
"He won't say. But the wedding is still on."
That caught Yunho by surprise.
"Are you serious?! You're going to marry him after he cheated?! Why would you do-"
"Shut it. I know you have never liked him much, but can you please accept my wish."
(If only you knew how wrong you were, Siwon.)
*******
"So, we'll move the wedding up to March 17th. Hyori and Jae need to go dress shopping. Siwon, you and Yunho will go and rent some tuxedos. I expect this wedding to go perfectly, if anyone messes up, there will be punishment."
Yunho and Siwon's mom threatened, her eyes narrowing.
Siwon smiled, hand clasped with his lovers.
"Mom, I assure you, there is no way we could ruin shopping."
"Silence! I am the commander and if you dare talk back to me, so help me, I'll make you do 20."
Siwon's face was horror struck, sometimes he hated that his mom was a army general.
Jaejoong chuckled, causing the woman to soften up.
She had a weak spot for the blonde.
"Mother, I think we can handle it. I will inform Hyori and Yunho tonight." Jaejoong assured.
The lady smiled.
"Good. Because I don't trust Siwon to do anything."
She turned on her heels and walked off into the other room, leaving the pair together,
Siwon rolled his eyes.
Jaejoong kissed him on the cheek, "Don't be angry. Your mom just wants the wedding of her first born son to be perfect."
Siwon nodded, "I know. But she treats me like such a kid."
"Get over it."
Siwon smirked, "Only if you give me a blowjob."
Jaejoong lowered his eyes seductively, "Maybe if you're a good boy."
Siwon smiled, it was good to be in love.
*****
Jaejoong looked at his phone, deleting old messages and calls.
If he was to start a new, he had to get rid of the past.
But why did it hurt so much to see Yunho's loving messages?
He read over some of his favorite ones before he had to permanetly delete the files that held his connection to Yunho.
He smiled as he read them.
Memories of their time together flooding back into his heart.
'Hey, Jae!
I was at work and just thought of how cute you looked last night wearing nothing but my shirt.
I love you so much. Is it wrong?
Call me- Yunho'
'Hey, baby,
work is slow. I'm bored and wanting you so bad. Can I see you tonight?'
Jaejoong nodded to himself as he read that message.
It was the first night he had spent the night.
He had lied saying he was with Hyori, but truth was he was underneath Yunho the entire night.
He scrolled down his phone and one message in particular caught his attention.
'There's an infinite number of people who want to love me, but I only want to love you. once I saw you I lost all my senses. Give me a chance to show you, to make you fall for me. My lottery top prize is you, and love is the reward.
Haha, I got bored and listened to Alan. This song reminds me of us. I really love you, Jae. Please, don't ever leave me.'
Jaejoong felt his heart sink.
How could he have been so cruel to lure Yunho into a relationship with him and leave him?
Jaejoong groaned.
He didn't deserve anyone.
Sighing, he deleted all the messages, except one.
******
a/n: so, I updated twice! ^^; don't hate me for the story line! D<