Waiting to go see Rent with my some B Day Bunch. Been waiting to see it, although some of you (no names needed) tried to deter me just because it's a musical.....hopefully it will be worthwhile, both monetarily and time wise. Sometimes the movies really give you insight. It can be the perfect picture for a particular mood or dilemma or week of ( Read more... )

Why hello! To whom I am speaking, I am not quite sure. But wow, I just realized my life is so crazy that everytime I don't update I feel like a whole world has passed since the last time I sat down and wrote a little bit of it out.  Again, this really applies to recent commotion.  Had some major crises with my friends and Phi Mu, but somehow ( Read more... )

Just felt like writing.  Sometimes I feel a pull to it.  Life has been stressful lately.  I hate saying that because as I say it, even as I am thinking it right now, I realize how good I have it and how shameful it is to complain about grades or being sick or feeling furustrated.  My life is full of blessings.  Yes, I just said that.  Chock full.   ( Read more... )

Mmmm.  Long day.  My brain is tired. Mainly because my classes are sucking the life out of me.  Slowly.  While I did wait to study until Sunday night, I also studied for like three and a half hours this morning for my Lit by Women test and I just have a bad feeling about it.  It was wayyy too much work to do right.  With only an hour of class, I ( Read more... )

Don't have too much time to update, but upating nonetheless.  Fall Break was really good.  Though I was sick for some of the time, it helped me stay in bed a little longer and relax a little better.  I needed a break from school.  It's pretty hectic around here.  Chicago was great as always.  I really enjoy it there, especially in the autumn.  I ( Read more... )

It is a rainy morning in October. The chill hangs like old jewelry on the sopping trees. I love these days. It's the kind you want to spend amid the covers, warm and content as the surrounding world keeps spinning, wet and troubled and wonderful all at once. I could make a cocoon of books and warm drinks atop a palace of pillows. The world ( Read more... )

Have class at 10 but I just felt like writing.  I have a lot on my mind and it's the beginning of the month, so I'm extra emotional.  I just feel like everything I do is never enough for anyone.  I work really hard and worry so much....about more than just school work.  I was really trying to put my whole heart into it, and I guess I still come up ( Read more... )

So it's about noon on Saturday.  Just got back from brunch with Age and Tom.  Glar is really lacking on the muffins.  They used to have the lemon poppyseed everyday.  Slackers.  Sickening.  I'm really glad it's the weekend, this week was madness in regards to my stress level.  All my classes are really challenging me this semester.  Even the ones I ( Read more... )

Sooooo.....

Feeling much better.  It's been an insane week.  Many ups and downs.  I've seen a lot of disturbing images on tv, I've cried a lot, procrastinated, crammed, I've been entirely self-absorbed, I've been a bad friend, a good friend, I've laughed so much it hurt, been trapped, found peace, and lost it for a little while before getting it ( Read more... )

What do I want from this?