"Ask a high quality question, and get a high quality answer ( Read more... )

Scared out of my mind. Petrified even. I have been for years now. Scared of what? Well you name it. I'm tired of this fear controlling my life and my thoughts ( Read more... )

I've got a lot to love about Tianjin, I know a lot of people and enjoy a very rich standard of living. However, it's time to move on. This place, as St. Catharines, has a deep psychological anchor that defines me. No matter how I try to change, I always find the old me breaking through the cheap paint job ( Read more... )

Something to work for, some kind of goal or objective. I've been in survival mode for so long, and now that I'm finally back to work, I can start looking at my life again ( Read more... )

there's little things you hide ( Read more... )

I gave up this year. Gave up to what I thought would be permanent, yet always knew deep in my heart I'd be back. That is not to say I'm currently back, just on the way to coming back ( Read more... )

I did it! With a lot of help.

August 6th I shall depart this country to China, to study at Nankai University. I have my apartment, a job, private lessons lined up, my VISA, my ticket, and a world of motivation.

:D

Welcome to my new life.

I'm dead. I do not exist for another 2 weeks. For another MORE 2 weeks because I've been dead for awhile now. I don't care what I have to do or swallow, I will get my life back. Small sacrifice considering what I'm heading into ( Read more... )

Talking here with two of my best friends on MSN, making plans for the future, I can't help but ponder past my current situation into the ticket that I possess, that is completely blank. The ticket to the future.

I've got a lot of great stuff in store, and I plan on giving a lot. Making a real difference in people's lives.

that is all
jp

I don't know what to write, but I know that it may help subdue the pain. I have 3 weeks until I get back and every moment that I'm not drunk or hiking I'm in agony. The pressure is on and I'm planning on not delivering ( Read more... )