I will describe the events and feelings of the past month or so in blank verse:

Yeah... I'll write this later and post it when I write it.
Sorry.

As another week bursts open its chest over me, I am rejuiced by last nights visit with Kalen--not to be confused with juicing on Kalen, as that would be a-whole-nother ball game. I am slowly, but surely, working through the loss of Hanna and I'm trying to settle with just the love that I have between myself and those four girls. I've never felt ( Read more... )

Man. School sucks. People suck. Ahg ( Read more... )

So it's 7:27 am and I'm awake. Why? Because everything around me is coming down and I'm scared. I'm scared that things could go back to how they used to be. I've been doing so well and the idea of having to care about all those stupid things I used to care about; feeling all those crazy things I used to feel--it's terrifying. Korea was really ( Read more... )

So I'm in Korea. Internet Cafes are cool. Korea rocks. Me and Ellen have been rockin' this city so hard. We're making the city of Seoul live up to it's name if you know what I mean ( Read more... )

Korea in two and a half days. Gaah. I've hung out with the same five people all summer and I miss all my other friends. I feel like a loser, even though I'm really cool. How unfortunate ( Read more... )

I like that I can fuck up really bad and still be happy. Why can I do this? Because.
Because I'm a smart kid. I can fix things. I can "get on the dance floor" as modern author Stephen Chbosky might put it.
So the world better watch out cause, uh, here I come.

Bitches.

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I worked all day today in the studio. I never even got dressed. I also moved some stuff around and it's starting to be a good setup. I need some goods here and there and def my own MIDI controller and stuff ( Read more... )