Let’s see. Where to begin. How about me feeling like a total dickhead recently. I have been screwing up, ignoring Mindy in times of need, unconsciously though - and getting distracted by everything else. That I shall stop now. For sure. I do not like being sad every night and wondering if I will still have the world’s best girlfriend at the ( Read more... )

well i managed to fuck up Valentines day, I'm not going to go into how, but everything with Mindy and I is going back on track. Of late I've been unintentionally neglecting her needs, and not talking to her as much as I could. I don't know why I was doing that, It's totally not like me, turned into a not so fun fight in which I essentially lost my ( Read more... )

took 200 calls at work today, I'm beat, too tired to post more. yeah. damn work, seemed like it was going slow as hell, thats because i took 200 calls, their goal is 8 calls an hour, or 64 a day, i had 200. do the math, i should be dead in a gutter from overworking myself or something, but i would miss my Mindy and everyone else too much for ( Read more... )

so yeah, had a decent weekend, until the end when i made Mindy mad by doing several things that i wont get into, but otherwise it was a good weekend, any weekend in which i get to see my wonderful Mindy is a good one. and next weekend should be really good. i have all my CD's with me now, yay, music again. i found plans online for a cardboard ( Read more... )

so at work today, i ended up getting logins at the start of my lunch, so at the end of it (330ish) i went to use them, and actually do my job instead of getting paid to listen to others take calls. well at 3 today the phone system had gone down anyway, no calls were coming in, customers who picked our departments option at the menu were being ( Read more... )

So at work, we got out of training today. To do our job there are several programs we need to use, and they all require us having our own password to use them, of which the corporate office sets up for us. We have zero of these logins, we don't even have phone logins. That means tomorrow, we are getting paid to listen in on other calls, all day ( Read more... )

I don't remember where I got this one.

The moon can't see out from behind the winter clouds
Don't know how you could find your way home
So I'll stay up all night like I do every night
To make sure that the porch light stays on
Cold winds may be blowing
But these arms will be open

Scaffold of Pain - I forgot the author, it's on the Tri-met buses ( Read more... )

saturday rocked, was at my wonderfully delicious Mindy's (overnight from Friday), was fun, tons of cuddle time, and other such intimate things. and it was good, cuz i got to see her. yay. then i went to coffee time with jerad, and now im in my room at jerads, no more couch, yay privacy, and internet as late as i can, since i dont have to get up ( Read more... )

havent been up to much, just trying not to fall asleep in training, its way longer than it should be for the small amount of materiel in it, but its money, its full time, thats about all i need work wise right now. its been eating up mny time though, insofar ive only been able to see Mindy on weekends, and i want more damn it. at least i get to ( Read more... )

so, last weekend was good, was just getting over my tonsilitis, got to see my wonderful Mindy, then it all went to hell on Monday. I came home from Mindy's at my normal time, 10:20ish, and went down to my room to see if my grubby littel siblings had once again raided the coins in my change jar and on my dresser, and they had, two dollars this time ( Read more... )