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[jahabodie]

Well, I feel it coming on, a bout of depression that is. I write about it and though writing I come to realizations and revelaitons. The symptoms are clear, everyone that has seen me go though this before already sees a change in me. I just dont know whats brining it on, there are at least 5 things I can think of that make me feel "down", but

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[anonymous]

Well, I think a lot of it is because of Dustin. Like you were depressed before you started seeing him but now it seems worse. I feel like I'm talking to Lauren when I talk to you sometimes but I dont mean to sound like that. Maybe I don't know him well enough but you cried too often on the way home from his house. You shouldn't leave his house feeling like something is wrong with you or your this or that. I dunno, just thinking about the way he makes you feel sometimes makes me want to kill him. Take some time off. Think. Figure out what will make you happy. Try to apply it to your life. You will figure it all out and you will know what to do.

[jahabodie]

I know he causes a lot of stress for me, but I think I bring some of it on myself too, I can't blame him for all of our problems, eventhough I do. And when I use to cry all the time, it wasnt really him, it was me, you know me best weez, I'm not use to having a boyfriend, I'm use to being single, doing what I want, it was just and still is hard to adjust to it all