So, I'm sitting at the Pi Phi house and I am so bored I'm about to explode, so I thought I would write some of my thoughts down. I've been noticing lately how a lot of people, at home and here in Oxford change according to who they are with. I'm not talking about just being a little more conservative or a little more withdrawn around certain ( Read more... )

So, I'm sitting here waiting for Erin to come pick me up for some video thing we have to do at BSU and I'm just really excited to be back in Oxford. Rush practice has pleasantly surprised me and it's 100% better than last year. I'm actually enjoying most of it. I came into it forcing myself to have a good attitude about it, and that has actually ( Read more... )

Wow...It's been a really long time since I've posted anything...almost 2 months. I've found that my greatest journal entries come in my own personal journal, and that is where I get the most out of it. I come to this livejournal thing thinking that it will be theraputic or help me in some way to just get everything off of my chest and out there in ( Read more... )

Well, I just finished reading over some old journals, and it's so weird to see that the same things that made me stumble so long ago, aren't that much different now. I see that one of the things I'm most afraid of is long-term commitment. I haven't ever really known any long-term commitment in my life except for my mom's commitment to me. I've ( Read more... )

So, as I sit here trying to do everything I can to distract myself from studying for finals, I realize that I haven't posted in a while. It's not for lack of something to say..oh how that is not the issue. This weekend was good for me. I needed it. I went home, a little reluctantly, for Mother's Day. My mom had an awesome day and we are even ( Read more... )

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So, I don't really feel like writing out a lot of thoughts and feelings right now, simply because I don't want to. I listened to Lifehouse a lot on the way back home today and two songs really describe the personal low that I'm at right now. I'm not happy and I'm not at peace with what's going on in my life, and I'm tired of people who constantly ( Read more... )

So, if something bad can happen this week, it probably will. I won't go into too many whiny details, but I will say that it seems like everything mechanical that I own is falling apart. Everything is stressing me out. It seems like the moment I find time to rest, something comes up to prevent me from doing so. I guess this is my warm welcome to ( Read more... )

So, I've been thinking lately, maybe a little bit too hard, about who knows what. Every time I think I'm where I want to be, I want to be somewhere else. It's kind of hard to describe what I'm feeling because I'm not really sure what the subject matter seems to be myself. As Lisa Loeb says, "Sometimes even I have no idea what I mean...I wish I ( Read more... )

My Easter weekend was awesome. Louisville made it to the final four, I saw friends and family, and I made a huge step in my relationship with God. Dare I say it was a step backwards, but in a good way ( Read more... )