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The entire night was awesome. Everyone was getting along, having fun.
This was the first time me and mike rand went to a party with everyone.
And this is what happened.
When your in a state of shock
you start to shake.
you start hearing people talking, even when theres no one around.
You cant make out what theyre saying, but you know the voices are familiar, and they just dont go away.
so many thoughts go through your head you cant tell them apart.
Your mind jumps from one subject to the next.
Its complete pandemonium.
All locked in your little head.
you cant even begin to describe it.
All i heard, was robby run in and say "call the fucking cops".
and leah behind him yelling "im fucking calling 911".
and then robby again, say "Alex fucking fell he fell off the fucking roof"
and everyone running.
yelling.
I ran to the front of the house and there he was laying on the ground.
Justin trying to hold him.
leah yelled "everyone who needs to leave better fucking go now".
all i saw was blood.
all i heard was him gasping for air. just GASPING.
i turned around.
in complete shock.
and i ran.
I know I shouldnt have left.
I was one of the few people who hadnt been drinking. Its not like i had anything to worry about.
But when you see something like that,
see one of your friends laying twisted on the ground with blood all around him,
you dont know what to do.
Ive never seen so much blood in my life.
i went to figgy's house. and waited.
I didnt even know if anyone was coming back.
i just sat
in awe,
wondering what the fuck just happened.
then figgy, jesse, malone, and mike r pulled in.
we left his house because we thought the cops would come to check there.
ended up staying at jesse's.
and now kristen is gonna get fucked. i feel SO bad for her.
Her parents are probably going to come home from paris.
to a huge fucking bloodstain on their front walk.
The fucked up thing, is when it happened, everyone was starting to leave.
if it was ten minutes later he wouldnt have even been there.
all i could think was "hes so, drunk. when anyone is that drunk, they dont stop bleeding."
i could have sworn he would have bled to death.
i dont even know.
fucked up. thats all i have to say.
why did it have to happen to him.
so apparently alex broke both his femurs.
fractured his face. Had surgery on it.
and needs stitches.
alex we all love you, and were praying for you.
everything will be ok.
These are from legit an hour earlier in the night.
the first one is alex bone and robby.
the second is alex me and mike rand.
talk about fucking depressing.
AND DONT fucking say, "you guys are shitty friends, you left him while he was pretty much dying"
Because chances are, if your saying that, you werent there. you have NO right to say that.
Next time your in that situation, you tell ME how hard it is to leave. how hard it is to make ANY decision when your in such a fucking state of shock, and dont even know what the fuck just happened.
FUCK. YOU.