Bills, I didn't want to wake you. I'm at the bowling alley right across the street for an AA meeting. I've got my cell if you need me. I love you no matter what. Jake
I found the note on my shop door this morning. No contact number, just Jake's name, and a time. Clever Jake, making sure I don't have the opportunity to chicken out and change my mind.
I'm nervous, waiting for him to arrive. I close the shop early, leave another note on the door (Back at 1.30pm), and stand outside smoking a cigarette, trying to settle my nerves. It's been a long time since I was at a group like this.
"Noni? Hi. Thank you so much, for taking the time. It means a lot to me." She looks nervous, resolute, happy? yeah, happy. I am, too. I've missed meetings...never thought I'd say that, in the beginning. But now? Oh, Billy...if you only knew how good it can be...
I hope you're ok. I hope you get my note. I hope you know I love you no matter what.
"Mmhm. Billy started smoking yesterday. One thing that just...doesn't help me much. Never relieved anything, so not a temptation. Not like the drink." Ok, now I'm just babbling. Guess I'm a little nervous, too.
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I'm nervous, waiting for him to arrive. I close the shop early, leave another note on the door (Back at 1.30pm), and stand outside smoking a cigarette, trying to settle my nerves. It's been a long time since I was at a group like this.
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I hope you're ok. I hope you get my note. I hope you know I love you no matter what.
"Mmhm. Billy started smoking yesterday. One thing that just...doesn't help me much. Never relieved anything, so not a temptation. Not like the drink." Ok, now I'm just babbling. Guess I'm a little nervous, too.
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