Out of a reign of silence, i return. returned in every sense. almost as if from the dead ( Read more... )

hmm. My dreams have faded quite like my memory. I used to have some very nice dreams. i think that i still do, just i don't remember much of them. I am always in control of my dreams, and that was apparent in the last few... clearly i wanted to dream for a purpose and so i dreamt... i did in the dream exactly as i intended to in life, but i dreamt ( Read more... )

I've heard it said that Jim Morrison walks the world again. and that he's me. I'd say something to either claim it is or argue it isn't but really i wouldn't know. could be. if so, then that's great. if not, then that's normal. But i do know that my name is Matthew Sommerer, and that will be the one i'll go by. So if you need to get a message to ( Read more... )

I don't understand why life can't be like this all the time. for everybody. this is a lot more like it. i have superpowers again. i can talk in short sentences. School is getting better by the day. there's a chance that Vik might not be moving (praise all that has ever known light!). I can play the piano blindfolded. the drums are fast and snappy. ( Read more... )

Yes, it's definitely coming back. how much of it comes back is what i wonder. Old ways are reasserting themselves and this is working out pretty nice for me. Once again, Drama is making me do something before i could even volunteer for it. except i sorta was avoiding being IN the play, i was drafted because several of the actors aren't showing up ( Read more... )

I am getting a little frustrated with my memory's sudden refusal to perform ( Read more... )

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||| 46% Stability |||||||||||||||||| 73% Orderliness |||| 20% Accommodation |||||||||||||||||| 76% Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 76% Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Artistic |||||||||||||||||| 76% Religious ||||||||||||||||| ( Read more... )

that should be interesting. but of course, the price ( Read more... )

hmm. I wonder ( Read more... )

Labor day and doing alright. Rehearsal for How to Succeed in Business Without Really Trying tommorow. I'm not acting in it, but I'm signed up if they need drums... plus i'd like to watch the rehearsal. Drama-wise, i've been a fly on the wall. I watched the auditions for districts just to observe what they're about. i might go up for them next year ( Read more... )