Well I have 2 weeks exactly until the big day and I'm very nervous. I'm not sleeping well and working longer hours doesn't help. Will have to update this after work as I didn't realize it wastime

These past few nights I have been spending with an old friend trying to help him with his gf issues and sat and talked and actually had a good time for the first time in a very long time. I actually smiled so much my cheeks hurt the next day. When you least expect it it seems your angel appears helping you through the darkest moments of you life ( Read more... )

Yes I'm posting...although not much to say things seem to get harder and harder with each passing day and lord knows the upcoming holidays aren't helping. I'm sad, lonely and should have listened to a friend when he told me I should go out for my birthday I didn't and didn't have the best birthday. I need to start going on so if anyone wouldn't ( Read more... )

Its been an interesting few weeks, Lexi has not been doing well at all. She screams and screams and cant stand not being with me breaks Jakes heart. We think she has acid reflux so we started her on medicine for that and Jake needs an Echocardiogram to make sure he doesnt have marphanes :( we both have bronchotis and are on meds and cough syrup ( Read more... )

Well I have offically been dignosed with postpartum depression so all these feelins I have are chemical not my fault at all thank God. I want to thank Danielle for remembering my birthday you're the only friend that did, It's kinda bad when you're already down in the dumps and depressed and the only friend who remembers you is the one who has much ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I have updated in here my daughter is a constant job and a hard one at that as she has colic and now just randomly screams for hours at a time. I posted in here and put the journals on private but can't make them un-private (I'm working in it in my free time ( Read more... )

I had a bad day at work let's just say terrible twos and temper tantrums. A really long one. Anyways I washed the kids clothes today fun fun and had issues with that I don't see why I should have to make their beds in the same day I wash their clothes so I'm going to ask my boss about that tomorrow since she is off but home, she works at home but ( Read more... )

Today was my first day of work, Valentine's Day, and my one year anniversary talk about a long day. LOL. Work went alright the 2 year old Lauren really loves me but the 7 year olds weren't being good when they got home from school they had a lot of homework because their parents pulled them out of school for 3 days to go skiing they had 28 pages ( Read more... )

It was a boring day today in the lives of us married folk, we took the dogs to the dog park and it was a muddy mess, yipee yipee I got covered in mud and we went for a walk around the loop which was about a mile ( Read more... )

Well I'll have been married a year in 2 days I still can't get over it. My mommy is going to buy us a new comforter for our anniversary since our old one is still in SD because some people haven't sent them out yet (those people shall remain nameless **cough cough** my in laws ** cough cough** LOL So it's Emerald Green from Victoria's Secret and ( Read more... )