The thing I hate about having friends is they eventually start to be annoying or even repulsing, and it's so hard to distance myself from them, because they've been interwoven into my everyday life.
I'd like people to like me for who I am, my company, my conversation rather than what I can do for them or anything having to do with the way I look or dress-I've had too many friendships and relationships founded on the latter.
I am feeling a lot of heartache right now. The girl I've basically dedicated the last year to and I are definitely over-case closed. It hurts a lot. I feel left behind. I am just going to take it one day at a time
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