so whatever depressive episode was upon me feels like it's losing it's grip, i don't know if its the sun, brain chemistry, change of situation, i never really know but i feel the veil of melancholy has been taken away from my eyes-as gay as that sounds ( Read more... )

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so leila and i went to arkansas. it was a really rough ride on the way there. i was too exhausted to be a person which added a few hours to our trip since we stopped a few times. at 2am, coming around the bend on 55 south, there was a cross in a field. the drive with nothing but darkness ahead and behind us and then there was this cross illuminated ( Read more... )

i am in little rock,arkansas. This is real life. More later.

i like projects. i'm making myself one. 90 days of celibacy. physical and emotional. i may want encouragement but mostly i have to remember how much i need this.

so i'm watching the sex and the city movie. it's making me feel better.

in a couple hours im having dinner with 30 friends from baltimore. Ive lost 20 lbs since moving to chicago and now identify as genderqueer. I feel like im coming out again. I am scared and its dumb.

tomorrow i have six dogs, the animal hospital, bash back stuff, fka, then we have to ride the train to midway and get on a plane @ 6am. I am excited to be unconscious in the suburbs with my Main Squeeze. see you soon, baltimore. Also tonight i realized its 17 days to arkansas and 20 days until school starts. Jake in little rock. I have no idea what ( Read more... )