why am i unhappy? i wanted this.

afterall, i'm free, now.

maybe it's just the sudden absence.

THIS IS WHAT I WANT.

i. hate. this. i. hate. this. i. hate. this. i. hate. this. i. hate. this. i. hate. this ( Read more... )

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i have sun poisoning.

so.. i leave for myrtle beach in less than 24 hours.

eh. it should be pretty fun. i'm excited.

the only thing i find solace in anymore are my imaginary worlds and landscapes.

guh.

i'm thinking of cutting all ties with everyone i know and becoming a recluse. and living with myself and a few cats.

THIRTY DAYS TILL I SEE A SILVER MT. ZION.

so.. i haven't slept in two days so far. (huh.. sounds like last year ( Read more... )

a good beginning. a new beginning ( Read more... )