what we have done to eachother to feel this way is impossibible to misinterpret. so much happens, yet things have been so clearly defined. i know your secret. you cheated and used a dictionary. your charm prevented me from winning by the fortitude of my own will. you have done everything i have asked. you have created an idiot who hurts himself ( Read more... )

is when its really wrong

i wondered if i should call you and tell you of stacys death, but i decided not to. there arent plans foer that type of thing preinstalled and i didnt want to fall into you because of grief. i am glad you dont read my journal because i am feeling like running to you might be an option if you knew and i could lay my head on your shoulder. i am glad ( Read more... )

you swim throughout the corridors of my mind. thoughts of you and the life you leave behind. that silly bent finger and when you tought me to about vapor barriers and heating ducts. i dont know how it will be that there are only six. your father and mother would trade their lives for you, your wife and daughter the same. i make these pledges to you ( Read more... )

i knew i shoulda just let her shrivel up and die
she s on the way down dude, way way down
fuck her and her mother
who is in denial and fuck all that she said to me
fuck everything she thinks she has in me as a friend
and everything i did for her as a lover
fuck her fuck her fuck her she is so evil it kills me

but done EVER call me again. you are no friend to me. i would be better treated by canadians than i am within your sorryass excuse for a friendship. how long will it take you to realize? you might call and call again. and as time goes on you may find that i answer once or twice, but only for my own amusement. you will get no phonecalls with my ( Read more... )

not to play peoples villians. im still not sure what to think of that

may the twentyfour hour rule fix my world? who knows, but im asking you to hit the brakes when im behind the wheel. reading horoscopes and pretending i care. i should just start a summercamp and staff it with all of my friends. a nice dream where you would all be my pawns and i decide who gets a raise. im at the end of my rope, but im fucking ( Read more... )

bull on the range. the lion who stalks, sharing no water yet fearing winter's coat cannot take this prize.

she left me for that slutty bitch. that depressed psycotic. unatracted by my advances, the whore who throws drugs into her mouth and leans against every boy she comes incontact with, that slut who begged for me and used me for too long (for what to teach her?), that tramp who proved to be the biggest tramp i have ever known... and hurt me in a ( Read more... )