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[jallessica]

im going crazy. i dont like the way i feel. paranoid....always paranoid. i dont know what im doing anymore. im ok then im not. im happy then im not. when im with him im happy then alone im crazy. what does this mean? i was online today knowing that he was gone on a golf tourn. but he popped online so i tried to talk but it wasnt him it

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[starlettekitty]

Ouch! but I can take the hit. Now understand meeting people offline isnt stupid just the people you can meet offline are stupid. It sounds to me anthony is no wheres near to commiting to a dating relationship with you. Think about it you go nuts thinking about him all day long because you love him you are totally commited to him where as if he was a commited as you were he would be doing the same he would be thinking about you 24/7 and he would want to call you ever second he gets he would want to be with you every second he gets. Now I'm not saying he doesnt care about you and love you but for him he doesnt love and care for you the way you do for him or the way you want him to. Personally is sounds like anthony is imature in it for the ass basically could careless about getting serious in a relationhip right now in his life. But also this is just me, personally move on find someone else but if your happy stay with him but as you said your going nuts break it off save your sanity.

[fate_steps_in]

I thnk you need to ask him where he stands, and if he doesn't want to be in this relationship as much as you want to be in it then it's not fair to you. He either needs to make the committment to your or let you go so you can move on and begin again with someone else.

I think you should be coming with me to SC!!

[do_you_know_dee]

I think we both need to be distracted... being around here just reminds us of the others too much and makes us miss them and what we want from them even more... SC will at very least be a different scenery... BLAH... and I know having you there would make it better for me. Boo having to work...

Thank you for watching my baby though... haha... I will miss you tons!

Don't hesitate to call with new info!! (My phone will prolly actually work in another State!)

I love you... keep your head up hun!! (Stay on the Happy Side...)