remember drunken seth? i had apparently forgotten and he is not fun...not unless you're drunk yourself that is.

Do you ever feel as if you have no one to talk to ( Read more... )

it's weird how you think you feel one way and then your subconsious lets you know that in fact you do not. strangest dream ever last night. yet so funny it made me want to laugh. the only time one of my nightmares ended up in my favor. GREAT!

THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998


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have you ever been so happy that you cry because of it? that's how i feel right now...as if things could not get any better. i don't know what to do with perfection...

1. Tell me something obvious about yourself ( Read more... )

wow...i haven't written in this thing in so long. What should I say. Been kinda busy lately, with midterms and papers coming up. But I have the best music download program in the world so I've been getting music like none other. Life is pretty ok...I have good days and bad days but that's life. I'm trying my best to stay out of other people's ( Read more... )

I think I might try this counseling thing again. Sometimes I just want to cry on someone's shoulder and think about things that no one else really cares about.

Sometimes I hate myself. And I mean really hate myself. I woke up this morning after six hours of sleep and immediately asked myself what is wrong with me? But I have no answer. I'm not even sure that I want one. Sometimes I think I'm just being stupid and shallow and insecure. Other times I think there really is something wrong. So the ( Read more... )

Why do I always feel like I'm not good enough? Why do I feel so goddamn insecure? What ever happened to me that made me be this way? I want to be someone who doesn't care, who can go about her daily life not thinking about the what-ifs and the changes that time will bring. I used to be that way but somehow something changed and now I'm ( Read more... )