40. Jam - [Accidental Video] Loving you (is what I was trying to do...)

Nov 11, 2009 15:27


[Beyond sits on his bed, the little wooden Maneki Neko Soujiro gave him in his hands. His face is something between annoyed and very very sad. His knuckles are turning white while he holds the birthday present]

So that's how it is, huh? You said you loved me! You loved me! And now you just leave? I thought there was a little more, but apparently I ( Read more... )

want my nurse back, wants to die so badly, lonely beyond, disappointed, *soujiro, love is difficult, broken, sad mood, friendship hurts!!

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bunny_flower November 11 2009, 16:05:09 UTC
Rue-san, this is just an illusion.

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jam_lover_13 November 11 2009, 16:34:29 UTC
I know. Even if I see him, it will only be an illusion.

But I was just talking to empty air.

Soujiro has left this world, he can't hear me.

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bunny_flower November 11 2009, 20:32:04 UTC
I am sorry.

Still, it can be catarthic for you to say the words, even if he cannot hear them. Some things need to be said out loud.

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jam_lover_13 November 12 2009, 13:26:39 UTC
They do.

Just annoying that the PCD tends to record them.

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[Video] last_was_hope November 11 2009, 17:03:14 UTC
He left, huh, I think that's called self preservation.

[It's a brand new day and Kaito's dad is really beginning to get on his nerves; he was never around this much when he was alive.]

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[Video] Kaitoooooo... Don't make B cry! jam_lover_13 November 11 2009, 17:17:54 UTC
[Have a death glare]
After he... attacked me, I didn't do those things to him anymore... I think...

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[Video] B makes Kaito's skin crawl, so it's only fair last_was_hope November 11 2009, 17:24:57 UTC
Don't flatter yourself, who said it had anything to do with you? This place is a death trap.

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[Video] jam_lover_13 November 11 2009, 17:34:48 UTC
...I used to love it.
Other people surely still do...

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anime_logic_irl November 11 2009, 19:09:21 UTC
You lost another person you care for... This place can be so cruel.

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jam_lover_13 November 12 2009, 13:24:35 UTC
... Maybe it was better for him to return.

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