24. Jam - [Voice] I'm not dreaming so I don't know why others are everywhere I wanna be...

[jam_lover_13]

[Beyond sounds weak. Desperate. And a little bit angry]

I need help. Seriously. Anyone here who is used to social problems and those things? Please contact me...

[A pause]

I knew it would hurt. I knew it. ... Even if I didn't expect a situation like this.  I knew it was wrong. ...

Oh how stupid have I been? I thought the pain would be over with the

Comments

[trackingdata]

You sound a little 'psycho' already.

[jam_lover_13]

Simply, because I am a psychopath.

[trackingdata]

Then why are you upset?

[jam_lover_13]

Because I am fucking hurt.
whatever.

[proudambassador]

You know, you can control what you become. Claiming you cannot, it is too easy. You are who you choose to be, no more and no less, hm? Yes, there are some conditions that need drugs in humans, this I have heard of. And there are even some Centauri who are mad. Quite mad. But you are not that far gone. So you can keep it from happening.

[jam_lover_13]

Thanks.

[originalprodigy]

Beyond.

[Private//Unhackable]

[jam_lover_13]

Finally calling my name without any stupid nickname. Nice.
What do you want?

Re: [Private//Unhackable]

[originalprodigy]

I want you to stop shaming both of us. It is embarrassing to be associated with someone so irrational.

[Private//Unhackable]

[jam_lover_13]

Then you shouldn't worry, L.

This time is completly over. I stopped it.

[bunny_flower]

... Beyond-san ? That is your name, right ?

[Private//Unhackable]

[jam_lover_13]

Maybe, maybe not.
I prefer to be Rue Ryuzaki here.

[Private//Unhackable]

[bunny_flower]

Alright, then, Rue-san. You don't sound ... very well.

[Private//Unhackable]

[jam_lover_13]

A ... former...friend of mine fell in love with... the wrong person.