25. Jam - [Video] L's almost perfect, but he's not... mine.

[jam_lover_13]

[The feed starts showing Beyons standing in front of the camera. He looks totally fine again, even though his eyes are still slightly red from crying. This is not because he really is fine. It's just because he put all the masks he did not use, back on. He's acting now, not showing his emotions anymore. He tried out something new and got hurt, now

Comments

[Video]

[smiling_boy]

Oh.. you're totally fine now?
[He gives him a sarcastic smile.]

Nice that feelings that you had for 9 years suddenly disappeared.

[Video]

[jam_lover_13]

. . .
I'm alright.

[Video]

[smiling_boy]

That sounds more believeable.
If you want to play-act, you should not overdo it.

[Video] [private//unhackable]

[jam_lover_13]

Nice, nice.
Says the right one. Hiding behing a smile, huh?

[originalprodigy]

Totally fine.

I'm sure.

You're so transparent. Who's it going to be?

[Private//Unhackable]

[jam_lover_13]

I'm sorry, intelligent L, but you are wrong.
I don't plan on killing anyone.

It isn't nearly as much fun to me as you think. I'm not a killer, because I'd enjoy it much. There are things I enjoy more. Really.

[Video]

[ore_no_machi_da]

[Kuro doesn't profess to understand half of what Beyond's going through, but he can tell something's wrong, regardless - animal instinct, if you will.]

... want me ta draw you a picture?

[There are various bits of colored paper spread around him on the floor.]

[Video]

[jam_lover_13]

[He smiles. Half-faked, half-real, he himself does not really know. Kuro was a diffrent case, than the other friends he had, he knew that. He couldn't leave Kuro. He promised not to]

If you want to... why not?

[Video]

[ore_no_machi_da]

[Kuro doesn't notice, of course, he's never been so good at the smiling thing himself. He hunches down over a piece of paper with a red crayon in his hand, intent.

Coloring was always Shirou's thing. But after remembering Shirou again, his absence is hitting Kuro eve harder than ever, so this is his way of adjusting. He holds the finished work up to the screen.]

[Video]

[jam_lover_13]

[Beyond is really suprised since this boy was a better artist than he himself was.]
You have very good drawing skills!
[He was about to think, that he liked Kuro, but then stopped. No this wasn't right. He shouldn't like. But anyway... one person wouldn't matter? He was a child and Beyond had no way to leave him...]
That's beautiful...
[His voice is slightly dreamy]

[sweetcharmybee]

You know I'm gonna butt into your business if you have problems anyway, right?

Don't close yourself off, B. It makes people sad when you hide your feelings from them.

((OOC: Well, I thought he was fine. >.> Phooey to the critics.))

[Video] Strikes are thoughts

[jam_lover_13]

I don't close myself up, why would I?
[He said, while he totally did what he said, he'd not. But it wasn't noticeable, because he is a good actor]
Sad... Hff.. Search for someone else to play their mother. I'm done with this friendship-thing. ... Really, I am. Stupid mind, don't argue with me!

((ooc: I wanted to make this change anyway ^^" It was the best reaction to B's big dissapointment. He'd totally react this way))

[sweetcharmybee]

...You're doing it now, B. Don't make me come in there and talk this over in private. >.>

((OOC: Which one? The "L doesn't love me" one?))

[jam_lover_13]

Do I?
I really think I do not.
I'm fine

((ooc: >_> He knew that L does not love him XDD But he found out that friendship hurts und had to break with one of his best friend, because he became L's most important person..))