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33. Jam - [Accidental Video] The pain of losing you. My heart is gone with you.

Oct 20, 2009 19:27

[Beyond is standing in his room, staring somewhere in direction of the PCD. But he doesn't notice it at all. His eyes are empty. His face is empty. Everything is empty. If you wouldn't see him breathing, you'd think he was a staring corpse. When he starts speaking his voice is full of hate]

I hate you! All of you... I hate you, scientist! I hate you ( Read more... )

wants to die so badly, crying, lonely beyond, *kenta, damn you all, broken, sad mood, friendship hurts!!, *kuro, hateful

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[Video] He might nose into the house later, being a thief and all >.> last_was_hope October 20 2009, 18:32:44 UTC

[Aw crap. Kid was snooping around, scouting out the area, and he heard the screams from the house nearby before he heard them on his PCD. Somehow, this guy knew his name, knew who he was, and while ordinarily this wouldn't bother him - Hakuba was a rather magnificant example of such, and he loved driving the blonde detective up the wall - this guy sent a strange creeping feeling up his spine that reminded him a bit of Nightmare. And he didn't like that.

But the man's tortured screams sounded something like the sounds that were echoing in his heart ever since that night. And he just couldn't live with himself if he didn't offer some sort of solace.]

... you have lost your friends?

[Video] jam_lover_13 October 20 2009, 18:39:30 UTC

[Beyond looks up, staring at the PCD with his creepy eyes, that seem to be red as blood now, full of tears]
They don't remember. They life on, but forgot everything we learned, we shared. Everytime we fought, we laughed, everytime they broke and caught me. They don't remember.
[It didn't make much sense in answer to the question, but Beyond's brain didn't work anymore. Everything was dead, besides the pain, the hate and the fucking emptyness]

[Video] last_was_hope October 20 2009, 18:46:03 UTC

[Unfortuneately, Kid doesn't know anything about how disappearances and deaths work yet in Adstring. So he's working on limited information here.]

... but you remember, do you not? So long as the memory lives, they live.

It may hurt now, but... [He fades off. He wants to say that things get easier, hurt less, but he doesn't know that yet. He can only hope.] but one must endeavor.

[Video] jam_lover_13 October 20 2009, 18:50:50 UTC

I remember... now.
But when they... when they... sent me home... I won't.
It will all be lost.
I thought... I thought we'd ne diffrent... I thought what we all have had would be enough to change the future...

Kenta said it... This place is temporary... And now he's gone... Leaving me behind. Eving leaving his beloded L behind. I hate him

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anime_logic_irl October 21 2009, 00:39:14 UTC

Woah B, what happend?

jam_lover_13 October 21 2009, 13:26:12 UTC

They left...

anime_logic_irl October 21 2009, 18:22:57 UTC

Oh, thats got to be rough...
Ugu... I know its not the same but you still got ol' Konachan.

[Video] jam_lover_13 October 22 2009, 12:00:23 UTC

[Beyond stares, but then gives a little smile]

Well that's right...

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kill_joo_ded October 21 2009, 02:23:23 UTC

Just shut up already. Who the hell cares?!

If it's so horrible, then just go crawl into a box or something and leave the rest of us to some peace and quiet!

[Video] jam_lover_13 October 21 2009, 13:25:04 UTC

[Beyons shakes his head]
You miss Kuro as well.
And you have the same way to show you're upset, that he has.

I'd like to die and leave you all alone, but sadly this isn't possible here, huh?

[Video] kill_joo_ded October 22 2009, 02:36:55 UTC

Don't assume that stuff about me.

If you died, at least you'd be out of the picture for a few days and I wouldn't have to listen to you.

[Video] jam_lover_13 October 22 2009, 11:57:48 UTC

Then kill me and do something that I'll stay dead. How does that sound, huh?

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originalprodigy October 21 2009, 02:25:36 UTC

You're upset, aren't you?

You're so emotional. You always have been. No wonder you failed.

[Video] jam_lover_13 October 21 2009, 13:23:21 UTC

[A stare. This isn't hate anymore this is scorn]
Is that all you have to say?
He was your boyfriend after all...
But oh I forgot... You weren't loving him!

Re: [Video] originalprodigy November 18 2009, 01:26:18 UTC

What makes you think that any of this concerns you?

Your sense of entitlement is truly staggering. It's the only notable thing about you these days.

[Video] jam_lover_13 November 18 2009, 12:02:39 UTC

No matter what you may think.
I was friends with him.
And I can only imagine how painful it would be for him, if he could see you acting like, like... nothing happened.

No... I cannot only imagine... I know it...