Well, the last entry was a little harsh but im excited to report that i have some new stuff to write. Well after like 4 months me and Oscar broke up. For the better i think because he loved me too much and im afraid i have fallen for someone else! ::Sigh:: Derrick.... I <3 heeeemm! On friday night after a huge fight with my dad he finally let me go ( Read more... )

This entry goes out to the dirty ass bitch. you know who you are. but for those of you who dont. Janell! All you ever do is bitch and expect people to feel sorry for you. News flash, noone cares about your grades, your love life, or any of your other lame ass problems. People have their own shit to deal with w/ out having to listen to your crap. ( Read more... )

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well spring break was fun i guess, not as exciting as i had hoped it would be but i mean hey, no school for a week right? i mean you cant ask for much more.So i smoked my cousin out. It was pretty fun to say the least. She had never done it before so i mean i had to right? She has straight A's, is hte star of the softball team and if mommy's little ( Read more... )

so i talked barb into letting me have a "team sleepover" she bought us a little alcohol but me and whitney went to get more. 101$ worth guys. it was the team, oscar, noel, gabe, nate,jono,ray,issac,the baseball team, and some other people. Well needless to say we all got a lil wasted. lol. steve took my mom and mike out to dinner so we could be ( Read more... )

well i havent written in a while. I've had softball everyday for like a month or so. this is whack status fer sure. But the good news is that we are now 3 for 3. so i guess the practice has payed off. There has been mucho drama with janell. and some more drama concerning the ape, (brian) and my friends. If you ask me they should get down and get it ( Read more... )

well friday night was fun, me oscar,britt,e-raq,nate,ash,marlo and ryan all smoked and went to this abandoned place. it was cool. then we went to aparty for like 5 minutes andthen me and ashley went home. On Saturday i went with my sister to temple city. we went on a ride at a carnival and i got hit in the face w/ a bag. it was cool. then i went to ( Read more... )

well guys. the unthinkable has happend. oscar apprears to be cheating on me. trust me this shocked me just as much as its shocking you. I had his tell the other day and as i was casually browsing through his texts i came across a message " i love you and i miss you" and it wasnt from me. So not wanting to jump to conclusions i checked his sent ( Read more... )

ok so anyways. about last night. the kids were running around and fighting and everything was moving so fast and everything was gettting so loud. I felt like i was a pictire on a wall or something. Like i was seeing what was going on but i couldnt do anything to stop it. When i stood up i felt like i was sinknig into the floor but when i sat down i ( Read more... )

last night was the craziest night of my life. Im never doing shrooms again. We took them at about 6:30. Everything was so pretty at first. Driving down the street was like a whole new experience. All the colors and the way things were moving. Being with britt and everyone made it so much better at first. We spent half the night laughing. When we ( Read more... )