Crap

Apr 17, 2006 19:27

I feel like complete shit and have for the past 2 weeks. This has got to end. My stomach has been in knots and I have been having major anxiety attacks. I feel like I am going crazy. I think I am love sick or something. But not in the good way. Not being able to talk to Jennifer is doing it. She still hasn't been answering her phone, or calling me ( Read more... )

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skellybelly April 18 2006, 01:21:19 UTC
Actions speak louder than words.

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sweetxmisery April 18 2006, 03:32:18 UTC
i agree with becky.

while you are still dealing w/it it seems as though jennifer has already dealt w/it and she's over it. jennifer is probably thinking, "why is he not getting the hint?" she seems like an extremely shallow person that can't face confrontation.

it doesn't seem like you're going to get the resolution you want or need. i would just get the remainder of your stuff and leave it all behind you. if it's real important that you say what's on your mind it seems as though a letter is the only way to do it. with the way she's been acting i don't know if it'll do much.

i'm sorry you're going through this. call me if you need someone to talk to. 256.679.4210. i work tuesday, friday, saturday, and sunday nights. any other night is the best time to call... send me a text message even. i like text messages! you'll get through this, be strong. chin up.

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jaman302 April 18 2006, 21:49:18 UTC
Well, It would be much easier if we has only been going out a few months. But we have been together for a year and like 3 months. We have some history and have been through a lot in our relationship. I just don't understand how someone can just do that. I always thought if we broke up, it would either be a mutual thing, or a I hate you never want to speak to you thing. I just can't handle the uncertainty of the whole deal. It is killing me

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wytewlf April 19 2006, 23:51:14 UTC
Hey, man... I know it's hard, but take her actions about taking the photos away, ignoring you, and everything else that she's been doing that suggested that she doesn't want you as a boyfriend anymore... all the stuff that suggested that she's been cheating or has become involved with someone else... take all that and you have your answer, you have your resolution. If she wanted you, she would not have been so distant and acted the way she's been acting. I agree with your co-worker, Byson.... she's a skank hoe and you deserve better. I know that you have been a good boyfriend to her and that's all you could be... it's not something that you caused and it's not something you could've prevented... I know you don't wanna hear it, but it is over. I think you should stop living for her and start living for yourself. Do things that you like to do, keep yourself busy and you will not only be building yourself back up to who you use to be before her but also be getting over her... because time heals all wounds... it'll get better... I ( ... )

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