i just realized how much i love being fat ♥

today sucked.
jason's motives still have me in a twist
he won't shut up about heather
but he won't shut up about MY motives either ( Read more... )

today was ok
i skipped third with jason
we went to our spot on the highway to smoke
jason asked me if i wanted to makeout.it made me laugh ( Read more... )

went to auburn
friday. saw cody, amber, bobbie, zoe, paul, james, everybody. haha.
cody got beat up (kind of) by paul. it made me sad
they were supposed to fight again but never did?
got blazed as fuck. had pizza.
saturday. ran out of weed but still had vicodin
don't remember anything else
had pizza.
i also saw RYAN!. forgot what day ( Read more... )

it's hard to read what i'm typing
my eyes are puffy and glossy
i cry too much
but i'm fucking miserable.
i'm not sure if i want to go to Auburn.
my ribs are killing me and my head is throbbing.
ouch.
i hope i don't have to go to school tomorrow
yuck.

i'm so high.

i need a haircut
today i found out jason had a girlfriend
i didn't really care until i found out who it was.
heather
i hate that stupid cunt
I have always felt threatened by her when it came to jason
but i don't love him anymore. i love steveat least i think so ( Read more... )

finally ditched xanga.
going to auburn on friday
going to party
hopefully i will see paul and amber and other homies
i'm lookin to get cRuNk
tomorrow i am finally going to school
haven't been in a week
i'm sick. my ribs hurt.

=(