When i look back at all those pictures and videos of all of us, smiling and laughing. behind it all, i remember the bullshit that was happening beneath the surface! those memories are good, but filled with alot of anger and pain too! only one other person understands this.

It just kills me, that i never was that person to you.

Wes side story will be fun,congrats to others who are doing it as well. End entry :)

FUCK this.

WELLLLL, i am very tired since i slept at someones house and then sunday morning had to rise at 6:30 to go to brisbane eisstedfods to be there by 8:30, and i was there till 8:30 that night, yes,just watching, for twelve long hours, im officially the most supportive friend there is, but i wouldnt have traded it as they were all fabbo. then slept at ( Read more... )

Well, i got in.

So watch out ADPI cause here i come!

Ok ive decided to change my previous post from....

how could u?...

to...

Screw u!

I have poppie love, so do me!

U know no one has ever said somethnig hurtful to me.

I am undesirable, dont deserve happiness and im nothing special.

Just step on my heart why dont u!?

"i'm luckier then a girl who has everything in the whole wide world...everything she's always wanted...form money to cars to boys to clothes to shoes to all the chocolate in the world...cause i have you and thats' so much better than all of that other stuff they say makes you happy"

Could i be any luckier?

Why do i read it? do i think its gonna say something different the next time i read it ( Read more... )