It's late and i can't go to bed untill my laundry is all done...i need to get less anal about my laundry. For instance, mom finished my load of white laundry and dried stuff that i didn't want dried in a dryer and she didn't add fabric softener to my laundry so my socks and towel are all stiff and scratchy. Grrr...then my damn car died at ems and ( Read more... )

so, it's late at night, sort of, and i'm at home with my car dead at em's. Damn it all, summer is almost over and i'm going back to pullman and i don't know if i want to but i don't think there really is anything else to do ( Read more... )

I think that i need to stop listening to Sana Monica over and over and over again. The first thing that tipped me off to this was spending like two hours in stuart's writing in my journal and trying to figure shit out ( Read more... )

Well, this morning has found me in a contemplative state of mind. For the last half of eric's visit to bellingham we were in constant conflict. He has this struggle, he always has to be the best at what ever is being done and he must be the authority on everything. It is impossable for him to ask for advice or for help on anything serious ( Read more... )

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So i think the key to true happiness in life is to only allow your self to think about certian things. For example, instead of thinking that the only thing i had to do tonight was watch other people get drunk and hang out with Lynne, who while not in a healthy relationship at least feels secure that someone i.e. Chris loves her. Now what i should ( Read more... )

So, I am finally home from the eastern block, yes, i escaped..barely. Thursday night was one to remember, unfortunaly i can't and this has been chasing me all weekend. I keep seeing q on the scores of my snoode and it's driving me nuts. oh well, they'll go away when i reset the scores or beat them...which i will damnit! i keep wondering what the ( Read more... )

So, I am finally home from the eastern block, yes, i escaped..barely. Thursday night was one to remember, unfortunaly i can't and this has been chasing me all weekend. I keep seeing q on the scores of my snoode and it's driving me nuts. oh well, they'll go away when i reset the scores or beat them...which i will damnit! i keep wondering what the ( Read more... )

So i've findshed three of my four finals and now i'm almost ready to go home. So much has happened in this year i can't imagen what i would be like if i hadn't left home and now that the time comes for me to go home i don't know how i am going to go back to the old home. I'm single and i've been away from everyone for so long that i have no idea ( Read more... )

to all of you lovlies out there, i made it to college, much to my surprise, and all of your's. i love you all and i'm so in a weird place of mind...but i love, you all, my dear dear friends