I am competely miserable, san diego.

[jamesmaxwell18]

i miss amy so much. i spend 98% of every day thinking about all the good times and all the things i wish i hadnt said and done. I still know i made the right decision but im so miserable without her. i just want this to pass so i can be ok.

I am financially retarded. I owe my dad £100, my mum £100, i have to pay £24 for driving lesson every week,

Comments

[lil_author69]

*hugs* I'm sorry to hear that your dads constantly on your ass and stuff. Thats what parents do I guess. And the stuff with amy will always hurt Jamie-bean but it'll get better with time and it'll pass but its going to take a while. Financially I understand...its tough to get yourself on a budget but I have faith in you that you'll do alright. There's still time to get enough money saved for Uni. So chin up and don't stress so much take a breather and reasses what you need to do to get the money situation all taken care off. Hopefully my little rant will help yea out a little. Cause as always you're american family always worries about you. *huggles again*

[jamesmaxwell18]

thnkyou
*hugs*

[whoreofhearts]

This will pass, you know it will. I'm here whenever you need me, to rant at or moan to or whatever.

Chin up! xxx

[jamesmaxwell18]

thankyou :-)
your lulz brighten my days
x x x

[lilzazu]

maybe you can do up a budget to keep track of things?? I don't have mine with me but if u want i can send it to you sometime and you can use it as a template? it will show you where you're spending the most and stuff...and you can eventually set like...limits? per week or something for yourself...i don't know if it will help...

*chu* things will be all right. and keep it up with kill claudio, please don't give it up? keep at it!!

i wish i could send more than words like this...

am thinking of you! *hugs tight*

[jamesmaxwell18]

yeah that would be amazing-could you email it to me?

im trying with KC- its just frustrating sometimes. lol.
i love it too much to give up :-)

thankyou for your words and thoughts and hugs,
they mean more than you kno :-)

*UBERhugz*

x x x

[lilzazu]

will do..*double checks for your email* yup, will bounce it over shortly. i'm going to leave my numbers in there so you can see what a big spender I am as an example....hopefully it won't be too confusing; my mind works oddly.

*snugs* hope it helps!