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[jamie_leigh]

what I want and feel like i desperately need is something that i once had. but i am wondering if the ability to recreate that emotional connection in the same way is even possible. that concept is in agreement by others, and while i have to admit that I perceive that to be true, i wish that it wasn't. i took the availability and access to my 'ideal

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[milestogo]

I don't know what's going on, but I'll pray for you. I may not understand the situation exactly... but in November, I lost the friendship of three people very important to me, screwed up things with God big time and felt like I was the most alone person in the world. It took a lot of time to set things straight, and the mess isn't all cleaned up, but I know what that horrible lonely ache feels like. I know what it feels like to lose your best friends and realized that it's perfectly acceptable if God never talks to you again... It's one of the worst feelings in the world. If you need to talk, you've got my e-mail and my phone number, and if you don't I'll get it to you. I love you, Jamie D. I don't like seeing/reading you hurt.