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[jamiebrett]

In the future the developing world won't stand a chance to what i have to write about it. i sit here alone and in the dark on so many things going on in my life that confusion has been cast aside for blatant ignorance. who i was three years ago seems a different person, a different life. i never expected to get here, this far, this old. i

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[brummdog]

*standing ovation for your writing*

[redboy]

What kills me is all the uncertainty. I feel like I never really have any idea what's going on outside of the illusions, social constructions etc that make up our day to day. I'm not really sure where to turn, even love betrays me, when science and sociology say that it isn't "real," that we made it up. Where is universal truth? Why the fuck did anyone tell me that it existed! Well they implied it anyway, and now I'm in a hole too fucking deep to dig out of.

We are fantastic at pretending we are happy.

[brummdog]

what defines happy? some people are completely happy with there lives of 9-5 jobs and surfing myspace.

A year ago I would have insisted that despite some of the trivial fake forms of happiness one could have, there were some sort of real happiness that could be had. Now.. I'm not sure what to say about that.

Good luck with the fight for the both of you.