Girl who cried tears that flooded the world...

[jamiechan108]

Today sucks, sucks so much that I don't even think I want to mention details. All I know is that I am keeping so many feelings in, I bet it definetly is NOT healthy. I wish I could hang my stepmom with my bare hands... that's all i'm going to say. T_T

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[titangirl161]

I'm sorry to hear you're feeling so sad T_T And yeah, it really isn't healthy...I should know...just don't make urself sick...cause u can do that. Hope you feel better soon!

Aww.. thanks :D

[jamiechan108]

Thanks you're really nice, and you comment a lot and that always makes me feel much better. :] It might not seem it but I love getting a comment, especially if it's nice. Being sad should be a disease cause it's like a lead up to the worst and plus when a friend is sad, it most likely makes you sad. Okay now i'm just going on about silly things.. thanks again. :D

Well said Miss :]

[jamiechan108]

You're right, really right actually. I'm so glad you replied to what I had to say cause I was starting to doubt anyone was actually reading my lame entries. Thanks, and just to mention my stepmom is different, I guess it's cause she's from China and figures that beating children is normal. Also she's just a bitch. NO really, she is. I guess I can relate to how you feel, but I think also that the hard part about having a stepmom who is a bit abusive is that when she picks on your little step siblings that you have to listen to them cry and beg that they're sorry, while she keeps yelling in a friggin different language. I dunno, I dun know you really either, and I'm telling you all this. Anyway, thanks again for the advice. I know how it feels also to have that non-expression, I can hide my feelings a lot with that and sometimes I am glad I can do this and other times I regret it. I love the truth, so hope to hear from ya again.

Re: Well said Miss :]

[jamiechan108]

I dunno, it's hard standing up to the almighty Evil Queen of my household. I say something back to her yelling and she gets mad at me and says "Don't talk to me like that! You have no right to! I'm the boss of this house and if you dare speak to me that way I'll kick you out!" I admit i'm really afraid of her, I don't think i could take a stand. What will I do? I can't move out, I can't live with my real mom, and I have no say. Even my Dad is afraid to say anything, all he can do is watch her make me cry. I hate it.
Also I have always told myself that once i'm older I can stand up to her, but now I'm starting to think it over. Thanks I guess i needed a reality check.. really. No sarcasm intended.