Zero.

[jamies_song]

Lets think about this...

Best Friends

~Brandon__I drove him away. We are no longer a part of eachother's lives.
~Britt__She is gone. In more ways than one. And I miss how our friendship used to be, but it will never be the same.
~Meagan__She is moving. Far away. I'm not going with her. And that's that.

CollegeI'm dropping out. I cant do this

Comments

[smb32]

1) You have plenty of friends,you're very good at making them
2)You "can" do college...you just choose not to. There are people in college with have the brains that you have,and I see them sititng in class everyday.
3) All I can say for that one; is that it WILL get better...this too shall pass...all of those those dumb quotes. But it will. Life cycles out; you'll be happy again,it's only a matter of waiting it out.

[jamies_song]

__Yes, I have "plenty of friends"...But those three, they are the ones I call when I have nowhere else to go, they are the ones I am closest to (Or was...), they are the ones who understand me like no one else...And with them gone...I feel as if my heart is Without.

__No, you dont understand, I CANT do college right now. Not just becuase I dont want to, not just because I dont have the motivation...But because my heart is in so much pain right now, I cant even explain it, and with that, I cannot do college at this point. I just cant.

__And yes, I believe that, it IS a matter of waiting it out...but see, the problem, is that I've been waiting it out for two fucking years. That's how long it has been since I was ACTUALLY happy. And I dont kno how to fix that. I have tried all the wrong roads and now I am having trouble getting myself back to where I was to find the right ones.