hmm, how should i start? everything came falling down on me and i never saw it coming. i took it by suprise and i didnt like it AT ALL. everyone is confusing me. all my friends either turned into backstabbers, total bitches or just turned into completely new people. people i thought would never change, turned against me. people i thought would ( Read more... )

i am very dissapointed in many people.
i am extremely confused about a lot of things also.
when will this commotion ever stop?

today i'm going to Chubby's with a whole bunch of my friends.
it will be amazing.
i will try to get pictures.
i love Red Bank,i was born there.
its amazing,expecially when its raining.
everyone hates the rain.
i dont.
its so nice.

2 MORE HOURS!!!!!!!

its been a good week so far.
monday:i dyed my hair :]:]
tuesday:i dont remember
wednesday:i hungout with babiez♥
thrusday: AMAZING DAY WITH ANNA!
& today im not quite sure about.

okay so yesterday i spent the day with anna cause SOMEONE decided to sleep instead of hangout out with me. who cares about euahfdusfhs. and so it was like right after ( Read more... )

i'm scared.
i hate liking people & knowing i'll never have a chance

i think that everyones against me.
i dont think anyone will ever understand.

i have such a long life infront of me.
yet for some odd reason, i like screwing it up already.

nothing bad will happen anytime soon.
but just for the hell of it,
i'm scared

♥

okay so spring break is offically over
i'm completely pissed off that i have to go to school.
i highly doubt anyone missed me, oh well!
i cant wait until tonight!!!!
I'M DYING MY HAIR
yesssssssssssssss

so last night i went to redbank to visit my grandma on easter ( Read more... )

okay so spring break is pretty gay this year. i've stayed in my neighborhood all week with nothing to do. yeah i hungout with people but everyone else is having so much more fun :(

i have poison ivy, again, everywhere & im itching everything like theres no tomorrrow
i miss everyone
but everyones been so rude lately. i have no idea why i feel like ( Read more... )

yup. ya hurddd. im in school. and im in computer class! its basically boring. last night was fun. i had interviews that were completely,over the top amazingly easy. i did good. literally, i got all "GOODS" on all three. and andrew is singing "SOS" and its sorta, just a little scary considering hes singing the WHOLE THING. like the WHOLE ENTIRE ( Read more... )