Wow. everything has totally changed. i think it is a good in a way but i dont know for sure if im used to it u know? im wondering a lot lately, about myself and my past. why do i let it get like this? and why am i not confident in myself? i dont know what im going to do except move on, you know? but what happens after?

ahhh help!

BURRRRRP! im sooooooo bored now! i finished my hw like 20 minutes ago! Rahhasdsearwaesfasaawe..... bored, omg i just hiccupped and burped at the same time... weird..... i drank too mcuh i think. not alcohol u stupitd. gatorade! GEEZ! my sister is reading this right now... *gasp ( Read more... )

Tell me who should I be to make you love me ( Read more... )

Yay i feel better today :-) , i'm so glad, i feel refreshed! tonight me n ricky went to the school play and it was pretty good i guess. wasnt the best, but there were some good parts in it. lol. its like 9:05 right now.... i think im just gonna do my homework and then go to bed.... TOMORROW IS FRIDAY!!!yay! im sooooooooo glad! this week has been a ( Read more... )

I feel like such shit right now, i really need a hug. :-( im so mad cuz i have been doing absolutely nothing for the past 4 hours and im so sick of being bored and shitty. why didnt i go out tonight, i dont know. i fucking hate people too.. some people pissed me off today at lunch and i dont get y they dont just get a clue... and no one understands ( Read more... )

Yeah i'm playing pool right now... kickin ass too! holy crap, pat just pulled the handle off of the door! hahahhaahahhahah we're never gonna get out of here! omg the person im playing is sooo slow! k nvm he just went. ew i got a pop up! i'm in mr kolihas office right now... i wanted to draw some pictures but he doesnt have any markers.... :-( i'll ( Read more... )

yay im glad cuz last night, even though i was not allowed to go out i could still have ricky over, so i did. hopefully tonight he can come over too... too bad im working til 9 but whatever. today ricky has a tournament and i want to go to it but i cant cuz of work. my sister is out snowboarding this weekend, yay for her. she called last night just ( Read more... )

Tonight sucks. I wish i could make it better. I guess ill go to bed so that it will be friday already. :-/

Yeah i was mad b4 cuz i upgraded my AIM to 5.5 and it got rid of my Deadaim but yay i got it back! okay. you guys suck asss.... im bored. im listening to my new fefe dobson cd, it rocks! yeah i like "take me away" and "unforgiven" very nice guitar...... well, to ME at least! i dont know if my judgement really counts lol. okay im gonna sign off cuz ( Read more... )

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