today i realized alot about myself and y i suck at life. i jus give up whenever sumpthin bad happens to me and never try to fix thingz cuz when i do it never really turns out the way i want it to...i also found out that compared to alot of people im not that really fun cuz when i wuz tonight i noticed every laughing and havin a good time but me. i ( Read more... )

oceans apart day after day ( Read more... )

well i thought i would write in this bizatch today. sooo nehoo nuthin really has been happenin lately thats worth talkin about. i might be gettin a job at dsw shoez tomoro cuz im goin in for my interview and that would be grrrrreeeeat..yeaahhhh...lol. 8 smackers an hour and i need that job so bad cuz im sick of askin my mom for money cuz i got to ( Read more... )

tonight made me a feel a lil better...had a night out with the boyz had a like 4 shots each of absulote vodca and were doin some krazy shit...lol. they gamme some wordz of wisdom that made me feel better and i really needed that tonight. well tomoro i wuz suppost to go to tiffanys but were no longer together so dont c much point in that i guess ( Read more... )

life sux right now. i woke up this morning and decided to go online..tiffany wuz on. she asked me how u think our relationship is going. i sed good and asked her the same question and she sed not so good...i guess she doeznt like me as much as i like her or sumpthin i dunno thats what ussually happenz in all my relationships..i like them but all ( Read more... )

today wuz cool i guess...after school i had a game and we lost but its all good though cuz the basturdz cheated and they kno it. after the game i called my dad cuz i couldnt get a ride home and he sed aright ill be there in 15 minz and he went to the wrong place and left me standing out in the cold for about an hour.....so i made another call back ( Read more... )

whatta shitty dayyy...school sucked went to a funeral seeing which wuz depressingly sick....got home did homework and went to my aunts called up tiffany and she wuznt to happ-e and my sister comez in the room and starts being gay and sez call sarah she wants to talk to u and i wanted to kill her but she wuz jus jokin around but tiffany didnt think ( Read more... )

i have never felt this bad before in my life. i jus got home and my dad told me that one of my freindz died this morning. i didnt kno what to think or say and then he told me who and he sed matt davis and he overdosed on herroin and i couldnt believe it. he will be missed and i never really seen him that much this year but i was good freinds with ( Read more... )

lastnight wuz fun....me tiffany and a few of my freindz were suppost to have dinner at mongolain bbq but it wuz like an hour wait when me and tiffany went to go check so we were like ok goodbye. so we ate at the foodcourt in the mall which kinda sucked. then we were suppost to go to a party but i wouldnt have been able to drive tiffany home sooo we ( Read more... )

today wuz coooooooooooll....hung out with ken and drove his fast azzzz truck around but we were like riding on empty the whole time and had no mula so we had to head back to our sub and jus chilled for a lil bit. thennn i headed home and watched the movie frequency that wuz sucha great fuckin movie. then i talked to TIFF on the phone and found out ( Read more... )