in the back of this car i feel like i have travelled nowhere
sitting outside
under a restless day
silence and cars passing by
sadness and tears tucked inside
i close my eyes to see
and i close my ears to hear
lately it seems
"lost in a world thats not looking for me"
thats what i feel
they walked away
said goodbye
said...nope, don't think we need you anymore
and im wondering....
what kind of love is that?
is that what friendship has turned into?
i remember all those days
all those times
and it wasn't for nothing
and those years were not in vain
so what..?
so i make mistakes
well so does everyone else
will i forever be punished for words i say?
will i forever be punished for the
stupid stupid
things i do without thinking?
i hope not
i tell myself...
"J U S T L E T G O"
and i breathe deeply to find
just me
stareing back
and its lonely in here sometimes
but i will push forward
its hard to let go
especially when its something
you never had
yep...
something i never had
and don't regret
*i'll forget before i regret.