Ok one more thought and I swear I'm done.....well until I think of another thought. Ok so today in one of my free periods Andy, Millie, Brett and I decided to take all of the furniture and make a fort. I was freaking awesome!!! I was not just a fort but a country. We named it Jizland and appointed people to different jobs and what-not. Andy (who ( Read more... )

Oh yeah I forgot Jonathan and I are suppose to go get our tattoo's on Friday. We were on the couches in the senior lounge and he goes, "So your coming with me to get your tattoo right?" I was like, "Well yeah I think so but I don't know how long I can hide it from my parents and what not." Then he goes, "You have to go you said you would." Awwww ( Read more... )

So here is my horoscope for today ( Read more... )

I don't even know.....I have no motivation to do anything and randomly during the day I start crying. Home doesn't feel like home anymore although my room still feels like my secret place. I'm sick all the time, my art history teacher hates me and has offically taken all the motivation to even care at all about that class, and I feel like I'm ( Read more... )

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I think I like alcohol a little more than I am suppose to. Looks like I'm made up of beer and cigarrets. What is with all these January birthdays---true craziness. I'll be suprised if I don't drink myself to death before I'm 21 and the sad thing is I really don't care. My brother is now going to Brooklyn University and I'm really sad: for 5 years ( Read more... )

So today was a good day. Man My crush on Jonathan is seriously getting worse and worse by the day....no by the hour. He is just so cute and sweet---blast it is truly killing me!!! So yesterday he didn't have his math book so we shared and today he didn't have his english book so we shared. Oh and in english today he put his feet up in this chair ( Read more... )

Ok so I am offically over Patrick. I talked to his step-sister and she told me that he wasn't arrested for assult and battery but for molesting a girl. I didn't know what to say...I was shocked. I have been molested, sexually abused, basically raped and he knew all of that yet he molested a girl. She said that this wasn't the first time he had ( Read more... )

Yes so today was actually a lot of fun!! I had studio art 1st and 2nd periods today and Katie, Andy and I danced to a bunch of '90s dance songs but mainly "What is love" and "Sandstorm".....both qually great songs. It was a lot of fun ( Read more... )

So tonight the girls and I are going to the Cheesecake Factoy to celebrate my birthday. It is going to rock my face off!!!! I'm still a little bit sick but I feel so much better than I have been and my nose is the only thing that is really bothering me. Anyway I totally need to go take a bath and shave my legs, but I'm just so lazy!!! ( Read more... )