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For once I feel like Jacob. I really do. The intensity of the pain he endures in the 4th book New Moon is understandable now. I hate feeling this. I feel so bad that even a fictional character had to endure this. Its cruel and unfair. Why must we be the poor unfortunate characters in our own life stories. Fictional or real. It sucks. We never had a ( Read more... ) -
Pass Me By...(boyfriend and feelings)
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Revelevant Yet Awkward (Pro Nuwh Era)
I can't escape what I feel ( Read more... ) -
Revelevant Yet Awkward (Pro Nuwh Era)
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Alter Egos
Me and the group all have alter egos.
Mine is Najala Q.
She's everything I'm not and all that I want to be.
And as of yesterday I chose to let her stay.
Ive been needing her and
I never noticed.
A little while ago I talked to babe.
He told me that I need to change my lifestyle.
He thinks that it's not healthy
for my life to revolve around him.
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I have to be dreaming.
Sometimes I just know.
Firstly, we are standing in the park where we had
our first kiss.
And he's looking at me the way he use to.
That loving awed look.
I use to love that.
No, I still do.
He use to love me.
Which makes this a dream.
I sigh and try to wake myself.
As usual it doesn't work.
He smiles and beckons me forward.
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i'm in love
Wow I'm in love.
It's not a first for me...
but it's real...
and how I feel
brings chills to me.
And he loves me too...
Hard to believe its true
but honestly he does
and its because
of me.
Were miles apart...
doesn't stop my heart
from beating or
believing
in us.
Im counting down the days
until I can say
I love you and
miss you babe.
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He enters the room and everything spins...
My heart stutters and stops then begins...
My hands shake get clammy and cold...
How can you walk in and I'm the one that folds...
My mouth opens and closes not knowing what to do...
Do I say hello or do I say fuck you?
You see me and make a beeline...
I try to smile pretend that I'm feeling fine...
But deep down ( Read more... ) -
sum more bout him
Poetry about Nuwh.
I love you.
I love the way you position yourself close to me when we sleep.
It means so much to me that your there when I weep.
You're my Edward, my light, sky and star.
I feel your presence from afar.
You're my life, my love, and my heart.
Nothing and no one can tear us apart.
You mean everything to me.
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Babe's Poetry
Babe, where are you ( Read more... )