This is for the people who want me to post my babble

[jane0doe]

I am tired of this. I guess, maybe, sure. Tired of it. I will just get a damn paper route by myself. I can't do this alone, and it feels like I am. I would like to smile sometime in the future and be able to say (without lying) that I dont hate my life

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[inaestimandus]

I understand what you mean, Kyla.

Oh, the world. It's kind of fucked up as you get older.

But sometimes, at least from what I hear, it makes things worth it. All of this stress and bs, we'll just look back on it an laugh.

I have to believe that, because I've been in the situation a few times now, where I really realize that I've taken something for granted. And then it's gone..and then blah...blahblahblah.

I do miss the good ol' days. But I wouldn't want to give up where I am now to go back, and have to relive this all over again.

I <3 you.

-Jen

[acidtree]

We can be tired of this together but that can't be all we look at, even though sometimes that is all we can see.

If you want to smile and mean it, try to think of something that used to make you smile, or a fond or touching moment that means something to you. It can be difficult if all you can think about are the things that make you upset, or sad. But there must be something...

Being isolated in your mind is worse than being isolated in reality. If you close yourself off from friends and family, you could be in a room full of people and feel alone. I understand this well, I'm guilty of the same thing. I'm not sure what to tell you to try to help you change that, if I knew, we would both be better off.

I might not be one of those 'true friends', but I can assure you, I'm not busy. Regardless of whether its a full time job or not, I would be more than happy to hear you bitch.

I love you, and miss you.