So I am feeling very happy and optimistic. I know this sounds dumb but even though I havnt been making the best choices lately..I'm just happy doin' what I'm doing. I'm not messing with anyone's feelings. I have good friends and do something just about every night. And even the night I dont do anything I am simply happy staying home curling up and ( Read more... )

...with a fictional character.

So I just watch "The Jane Austen Book Club" and I pretty much loved it. I need to have a Jane Austen movie marathon night and only watch the best version like Pride and Prejudice with the ever so sexy Colin Firth and Sense and Sensebility with Kate Winslet....oh yes.

 I don't expect my love affairs to last for long.
Never fool myself that my dreams will come true.
Being used to trouble, I anticipate it,
But all the same, I hate it...
Wouldn't you?

So what happens now?
(Another suitcase in another hall)
So what happens now?
(Take your picture off another wall)
Where am I going to?
(You'll get by, you always have ( Read more... )

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 I will let you down
I will make you hurt

 I hold on to your secrets in white houses.

 Why does he get to be happy and I dont?

I really need to get my shit together.
I cant keep fucking up like this.
No matter how un-interested I am in everything.
I need to do my homework.
Fuck.

I  had a dream last night that I was sad and so a guy wanted to cheer me up by taking me out. Five minutes later a giant fireball hits him and he is rushed to the hospital.....How lucky am I, even in my dreams.....