Catching Up

Nov 15, 2002 12:14

Epiphany is the wrong word. I didn't suddenly wake up and realize that I haven't been an easy person to be around, that I've alienated myself. It's come slowly, in waves. Small incidents have rankled with me, contributing to what has become an overwhelming feeling of, well, failure. I don't like talking about it like this, not where my husband and ( Read more... )

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gil_doron November 15 2002, 20:04:15 UTC
You probably don't want to hear this from me, but I suppose anyone would tell you the same thing? I know you love your kids a lot, I've seen it, and it's nothing you did to make any of them gay. The last thing my father wanted was for me to be gay, but I am. He realizes it's nothing he did. It's not a choice, or a defect. It just is. Anyway, I know eventually things will be okay. Growing up is always tough, on the kids and the parents. Good luck.

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aaron_carter_ November 16 2002, 12:44:11 UTC
mom, i love you and all but that's one of the stupidest things you've ever said.

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nickolas_carter November 17 2002, 10:07:21 UTC
I know I should comment to this, but I really don't know what to say. What and who I am, in terms of sexuality, has nothing to do with you and dad. Nothing. So you can go off and do the 'woe is me, my kid is gay, what did I do wrong?' parent thing, but it really won't mean anything. I like girls. I like guys. I happen to be in love with one of the best men I'll ever know right now. Nothing you or dad could have taught me, said to me, shown me, or anything would change that. It's not a choice. It's just me.

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angel__carter November 30 2002, 14:29:28 UTC
Hey Mom! Did you know you have other kids?!

I have nothing else to say besides Nick's still the same guy he always was and we should love him no matter what.

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anonymous June 24 2007, 03:32:40 UTC
Join Sexcellent_Sky on GJ.

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